Sunday, July 17, 2016

PHP 181-200

           Foreword—I spent more than half of 2013 at Pendle Hill in Wallingford, PA, and fell in love with many things about it. My latest passion is with their pamphlets.  Here I have, after reading them, set down the most impressive excerpts of each, with rare paraphrasing and additions of my own [in brackets].  Most of all I am impressed with the timelessness of these pamphlets, the oldest of which go back more than 80 years.


181.  The Quaker Message: A Personal Affirmation (by L. Hugh 
        Doncaster; 1972)
       About the Author—L. Hugh Doncaster was born into a Quaker family     in 1914. He was educated in Sidcot and Leighton Park Friends Schools.  At     Cambridge he took a degree in Natural Science. He did social work amongst     unemployed miners in South Wales, and from 1942 to 1954 he worked full-    time at Woodbrooke College in Birmingham, England, interpreting Quaker his    tory.  This lecture was given at Australia YM, January 1972.
       1. The Universal Light of Christ—The central affirmation in the Quaker  message is that God is continuously revealing God’s self to every person, that     “every man is enlightened by the divine light of Christ.” By “God” I mean the     Ultimate Reality behind & in existence. Jesus is supremely significant for     Friends, [with different Friends giving different emphasis to his “divinity” & his     “humanity,” an indication of what God is like, and what humans can be like].      God is known to every person, whether or not one would express faith in     Christian terms. All have within them powerful drives [both towards and] away    from God.
       The central affirmation that the Light of the Christ-like God shines in     every person, implies that our knowledge of God is both subjective and objec-    tive.  “Inner Light [is not] an invitation to individualism and anarchy.  The in-    ner experience must be checked by accordance with the mind of Christ. And    we must seek carefully and prayerfully through the insights of others, past     and present.  The heart of the Quaker message does not lie in a doctrine   expressed in abstract terms, but in an experience of power and grace, known    in our hearts.  It is from a double emphasis on [the universal Light of Christ]     that the Quaker message starts.
       2. Belief and Creed—“The Friend had a life within him to wait on & to     obey, not chiefly a creed to believe (William C. Braithwaite). Experience of God  evokes response from the whole person in which one’s mind, feeling & will are  all involved. It is a response in a life of commitment obedience & discipleship.  William Penn said that Friends “placed religion in a clean conscience, not in a  full head; in walking with God more than talking of God.” To suggest that    Friends don't stress the importance of belief is a misunderstanding of Quaker-    ism.  Because we do not all subscribe to a single creed, we need all the more     to formulate for ourselves our own “creed.”
       I wrote in 1963: “The refusal to set up a standard of belief for all leaves  room for untrue thinking, muddled thinking, & no thinking at all. It may hinder     communication … [produce contradictions] … [& cause confusion & lack of     clarity] … Each one, each group has responsibility to seek where the Light is     leading, to find what God’s life means in human life, to wrestle with facts &     [divine] mysteries, & to know what we believe about them.”
       3 & 4. The Bible/ Worship—The Bible is fundamentally important to  Friends, and at the same time it is not their final authority.  It is important as a     unique record of religious experience.  It tells us of the way in which the 1st 2     generations of his followers understood and misunderstood him, and how they  organized the group life. [The Bible’s] Christ-like Spirit is] frequently mixed up  and distorted by the limited humanity of the writers of scriptures.  The Bible     must be understood in the Spirit which lies behind & inspired it. [Note: There     are extremes represented in Friends of fundamentalism and indifference to    the Bible].
       Friends’ central experience of Christian worship is a gathering of ordi-    nary  people met together for silent prayer from any of whom spoken ministry     may arise. Friends came to this way of worship through the experience of     utter dependence on God. Its evolution is probably through the “time of pro-    phesying” at the conclusion of Puritan services. In our corporate worship, we     are led into a depth of communion with God & with one another. The unpro-    grammed nature of Friends’ worship demands discipline.
       (Note: To the author, unprogrammed worship is the essentially Quaker     pattern. This is true of Europe, New Zealand, Australia, Southern Africa, Japan,  & mostly the Eastern US. In most of the US, the Americas, East Africa, Mada-    gascar, & elsewhere, Friends worship in a service similar to Protestant non-   conformists. Each has strengths & weaknesses; each can learn from the other.  Unprogrammed worship needs supplementing by good teaching at other times).
      5 & 6. Sacraments/ Decision-Making—With the development of an    entirely lay society it followed that any kind of “administration” by priest or     minister was abandoned. No ceremony could add more to what they already     knew. Friends have sought to know the reality behind each of the sacraments     in their normal day-to-day living.
       Matters concerning the whole body should be the concern of the whole     body, [acted on in a meeting by as many of the members as were present]. We  are met together not to press our own point of view, but to seek what we be-    lieve to be the will of God. Belief in the revelation of God through each one     encourages listening to & weighing each contribution with care and respect,     from whatever quarter it may come. The time comes when “the sense of the     meeting” is evident, and the clerk can write a minute which expresses this     without a vote being taken.
       7 & 8. Women & Men/ Personal Integrity and Political Action—In the  17th century, Friends affirmed that the Light shines in every human heart. It     shines as much in women as in men, so there should be equal opportunity &     responsibility for each sex. It meant providing as good an education for girls as  for boys at a time when this was uncommon. Friends have been active in earli-    generations in women’s rights movements.
       A very far-reaching affirmation is that if God is revealing God’s self to  every human person, there can be no parts of life which are “secular” in con-   trast to other parts which are sacred. Every human encounter can fan or     quench the divine spark in another.  This attitude affects our general attitude    to people, which gradually becomes more positive, more considerate, more     caring. The essential Quaker testimony is that we should allow the fruits of the    spirit to grow unhindered by the cramping inadequacies of conventional mora-    lity. John Woolman said: “Whatever a man does in the spirit of charity, to him      it not a sin; while he lives and acts in this spirit, he learns all things essential to  his happiness.  Yet others, who live in the spirit of charity may [find it] binding   on them to desist from conduct which good men have been in.     
        From this approach comes an attitude which seeks to make every  human encounter in commerce & industry affairs standards based on aware-    ness of God, rather than maximizing profit; God is to be known and obeyed in     the world of business. As political doors opened to Quakers, there were found     Friends pressing the essential Quaker insight that there is no area from which     God abdicates; they saw that abdication was irresponsible.  In 1880 there were  10 Friends M. P.’s; in 1945 there were 9. Numbers of Friends in industry and  politics have recently declined.
       9. Social Testimonies—The faith that God reveals God’s self to every-    one means that human personality is sacred. Friends corporately have been  concerned not only with children, wrongdoers, & slaves, but the healthy func-    tioning (or abolition in slavery’s case) of the institutions of which they are a     part. So Friends have developed a series of “testimonies” which have begun in  the hearts of individuals, & have been adopted by groups of Friends. 
        The Society has long been concern with the evils in betting and gam-    bling, and concern about lotteries goes back to the 17th century.  Friends be-    lieve that the appeal to selfishness and covetousness is a denial of our con-    viction that the spirit of God dwells in every heart.  The social testimonies of     Friends are many and are changing quickly as new circumstances call forth     new response.  In London YM 4 independent bodies [& social concerns] were      united in 1970-71 into Friends Social Responsibility Council.  Friends have     refused to take judicial oaths as being contrary to the teaching of Jesus & as    setting up a double standard of truthfulness.  They are against capital punish-    ment and for undertaking relief work in areas of distress arising from natural    disaster or war.
       10. The Peace Testimony—The peace testimony has 2 deep roots     [and convictions]: God is Christ-like and in every one. It in the way that Jesus     met and overcame evil we see how God meets and overcomes evil, [and if we  kill “that of God in our enemy], then the way of organized violence is out. It is  only incidentally an anti war testimony.  Beginning with an affirmation about the  peaceable nature of God’s kingdom on earth, [it grew into]: refusal to use  carnal weapons; promoting conciliation; educating public opinion; arbitration in  international disputes; encouraging disarmament; opposing military conscrip-    tion; promoting institutions that build peace.
       What should be our attitude to UN peace-keeping “forces”?          How can Friends’ peace testimony be applied where majorities are being     held down by a violent repressive minority?      What about [our appa-    rent] acceptance of the hidden violence of the status quo? There are no    simple answers to some of our time's fiercely divisive dilemmas. Our busi-    ness as Christian disciples is to be loyal to what we can see of God’s will     even if we can’t see complete solutions. This involves us in both the renuncia-    tion of violence and the pursuit of justice.     
       11. The Meaning of Membership/Epilogue—[All attributes of the]    Quaker Message I have mentioned are natural outcomes of the basic faith,     organic parts of the whole & not appendages which can be regarded as op-    tional extrasto be accepted or rejected. What is implied by membership [in     the Society of Friends? If we are sure that we are together at a deep level  of faith, & that there is a difference of judgment on the implication of that  faith, then what?  Then Friends warmly reassure the person concerned that  membership is right for them, that we welcome variety of opinion as this helps  us to grow; as we “walk in the Light,” more Light is given.
       Membership involves loyalty to the wholeness of Quakerism. In the     interaction between Friends in “business meeting,” gathered to seek corporate  insight, there is opportunity for new understanding & new commitment.  John     was not in step with Friends on the issue of slavery. Within a decade or 2, the     Society had caught up with him, & a new testimony had been born. Member-    ship involves commitment not only to an indefinable inward Spirit, but to a living  unity.  It involves loyalty to the Society’s insights as well as personal integrity.
            The Lord’s Power is Over All.
This is one of the dominant notes in 17th  century Quaker writing, & is sadly lacking in our tentative present. During WWII,  an imprisoned Norwegian Friend wrote: “Nothing can keep a star from shining.”  After the war, a German Friend wrote: “Loudly clang the ways of men; silently  grows God’s way.”         

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182.  On speaking out of the silence; vocal ministry in unpro-    
    grammed meeting for worship (by Douglas V. Steere; 1972)
       About the Author—Douglas Steere joined the Religious Society of     Friends by convincement in 1932, after a religious quest.  Having worshiped   with friends in nearly every part of the world, he had occasion be ministered     to by many sorts of messages.  The present pamphlet is from a paper given     at his Radnor Meeting.
       [I]—We are now conscious of the fact that there are many ministries     [besides vocal ministry], ministries of:  works; [solving] social & institutional     problems; writing; counseling. There are others besides Quakers who are     interested in the 3 centuries of corporate experience of unprogrammed     meetings & the prophetic ministry that may emerge from a lay group. [Among  Quakers] there is a faith that something is going on in our silent waiting, some-   thing beyond our surface mind’s capacity; there is a yearning communication   that is continually operative. 
       What is this yearning communication that was promised us and     that we have from time to time experienced in our meetings? Dorothy     Sayers suggests [of the Trinity] that the creative unplumbable abyss of the     Godhead yearns itself forth as God the Father [creator]; as the message of     redeeming love in the Son; and in the Holy Spirit’s continuous communication     within the unfathomable depths of men. All 3 of these movements of the God-    head are in continuous communication now and when we give or receive     vocal ministry. We come to our meetings for worship because we suspect that     this communication may help us discern what action is being asked of us, and     may strengthen us [enough] to carry this out.  We come, too, for healing and    forgiveness and renewal.
       We do not come alone to meeting.  Others sit down with us: in those     actually in the room with us; in those wretched and poor of the earth, both in     spirit and in body; a new sense of unity with them may be opened at that sit-    ting. Some hope for complete silence in meeting, but consistently silent     meetings wither away.  The Advices say, “Let none of us assume that vocal     ministry is never to be our part.” Neither should someone come to unpro-    grammed meeting certain that they will minister. 
       John William Graham says, “It comes in waiting. When I sit down in  meeting I recall whatever may have struck me freshly during the past week...     Often two or three of the thoughts that have struck home during the week are     woven together in unexpected ways.  When the fire is kindled, the blaze is not     long…  The sermon is made, but I the slow compiler did not make it.”  No     mention is made of his fellow worshippers, but ministry that is lastingly helpful     is always deeply aware of the people who are gathered together in meeting.      In a meeting for worship in a redemptive community which the Society of     Friends is meant to be, the human situation of the community is a real factor     in the communication. 
       Most ministry is given in some connection with the ministry [that has     preceded it]. I think that learning to move in the exercise of the meeting so that  one is a part of it, yet taken beyond it and brought to see some new light is     most important in creative ministry. A cluster of messages that goes on down,     with each message deepening & intensifying and helping to light up a further    facet of the communication can be most effective. 
       If there is One who gathers the meeting inwardly and who is commu-    nicating and drawing at our lives, it should not surprise us if several persons     in the meeting were moved to minister on the same theme. [There are frequent  instances of one feeling] drawn to share a message, only to find another     rising & ministering on almost the same theme. The vocal ministry’s workshop     when we are drawn into its inner chamber is alert with power and wonder.
       The great freedom of the unprogrammed Quaker meeting may be taken  as an invitation to press some personal cause. Often the silence and its     subsequent ministry can transform this speaking into something very helpful.      When in the life, Friends have spoken to man’s deepest needs and have never  been content to confine ministry to moral preachments. For the one often torn  by inward struggles who has been drawn to speak, there may be only a broken  burst, or a prayer, or a snatch of a question [to share in vocal ministry]. 
       William Dewsbury wrote:  “And thou, faithful babe, though thou stutter     for a few words in the dread of the Lord, they are accepted.”  For me, drop-    ping of surplus illustrations or peripheral considerations frequently takes place,  sometimes willingly and sometimes with pain. Constantly the restraining influ-    ence of the Guide stops my saying all that I meant, or half meant to say; rarely  have I regretted the omissions; it may well be that we can’t finish, but we can  always stop.
       There is such a thing as ministry that can be so finished & rounded off  that members may hesitate to attach other messages to it.  How should con-    troversial issues be brought into the ministry of the meeting?  Howard     Brinton said:  “A solemn reverent appeal for greater sensitivity of conscience     in economic matters might deepen the meeting.”  It is possible for Friends to     outrun their Guide, and to be misled into identifying their own current resolution  of social issues with Divine truth.  To wait for the Guide and to be content to     have the melting-down process that can take place in a gathered meeting do   its work; this can only strengthen worship.
       To receive a message in meeting is not the same as to receive the call     to give it.  It may not have been matured, nor shaken down as yet.  [It may yet     be put to use in some as yet undisclosed way.  There are also instances     where a Friend returns to a meeting for 3 weeks in a row and is not feeling     released from his obligation to repeat the identical message.  No message is     likely to be meant for every one of the worshippers.  What may not affect me,     may open out life for another.  [Simple gestures may be more effective than     outright verbal encouragement after a helpful vocal ministry].  There is no    standard preparation for vocal ministry.
       Quakers have never made the Bible their only authority, but have     always insisted that it is only as we are brought into the same spirit that gave     forth the Bible that we can begin to understand it. Learning can strengthen     what one has to give when it was put at the disposal of a deeper guiding; it is     no substitute for the authentic tendering that takes place in a gathered mee-    ting’s heart. Henry T. Hodgkin’s daily preparation in private was connected to     and crucial for his public life.  Whatever gifts or sufferings or prayer-life or trai-    ning or insights or learning Jesus takes, he mercifully transforms them and     draws them into his service in another state than he found them. 
       My own experience is that the gathered meeting provides a nurturing     ground for effective ministry.  [I have recommended corporate gathered silence  to other denominations, & a longer time in pastoral Quaker meetings for open     “communion” (when anyone from the congregation may pray or minister)].     [Vocal prayer can be helpful & open a meeting to the Guide, so long as it does  not become a mere formality]. If we are true to [corporate waiting & vocal     ministry], it will bless our lives, make our community more redemptive, and be     something we can offer to the ecumenical Christian treasury that may be seen     as a gift whose usefulness is beyond measure.  
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183. Art and the changing world: uncommonsense in the 20th cen-    
    tury (by Dorothea Blom; 1972)
       O Lord of Life, help us know what we do. Guide us away from adding to  the dangers, and give us the wisdom to serve the promise—in this present.      Lend us the power to differentiate between custom and convention on the one     hand, and real value on the other.  Give us the fantastic imagination to recog-    nize the “Narrow Gate” between anger and despair, that we may enter into it     and participate in the Continuing Creation . . . 
       About the Author—Dorothea Blom, is teacher, writer, and lecturer, on  leave from the Pleasantville [NY] Adult School, and she teaches at Pendle Hill.   The present pamphlet is a culmination of her own process, in which she feels  that the promise of prophetic art is being fulfilled.
       New Ways of Seeing—Nothing happens in the great wide world outside  us which does not affect the inner world and nothing happens within our beings  which does not affect the world we live in.  As an art student around 1930 I     found myself part of 2 worlds sealed off from each other.  [I was part of] the     commuting village, and part of a subculture.  While dedicated to art, it had     intense awareness of social injustice; religion had been discredited. 
       The first honored traditional values; the second lived an exploratory life,  aware of the gap between ideals and the reality of the world, and refusing to     accept convention as necessarily having real value.  The art which that subcul-    ture focused on decades ago has filtered through the whole environment of the  later 20th century, into architecture, textile design, magazine illustration, [and  visual media].  It was both a shock and a strain to be confronted suddenly with  several unfamiliar visual languages representing different ways of seeing and  relating to life. 
       Cubism influenced John Marin, Paul Klee, Jacques Lipchitz, and Mon-    drian.  Matisse represented an aspect of reality very different from Cubism.     One of the most exciting happenings of my art student days was the birth of     the Museum of Modern Art in New York. I grew up feeling like an alien in the    world I knew; I was an introvert. There seemed no link at all between great     confusions of feelings, dreams, hopes and fears inside me and the world “out     there.” The new art turned out to be the link I needed, connecting the inner     world to the outer world. Recent art would teach us to see the world in a new    way.  The world was moving towards a less “materialistic” way of seeing.     Energy, process, and relationship, became more determining aspects of     reality than “thing-ness.”
       [I was friends with a physicist and his psychologist wife.  He was a     “survivor” of sessions with] the un-American Activities Committee, and wanted     nothing to do with religion.  He met Howard Brinton, a former physicist and the  Director of Pendle Hill and was eventually influenced to seek out a Quaker     meeting.  It was not until I met this physicist as a seeker that I saw the con-    nection between new physics and the new ways of seeing.  Science, art, and     religion surely contained a growing edge in common, forming one fabric. 
       This intuition stayed at the back of my mind for several years. I began     looking for books by scientists who saw reality organically instead of mecha-    nistically. I gave a series on “The Religious Significance of Art and Science in    the 20th Century.” Both the death of the Post Renaissance era & the birth of    the Electronic Age or the Age of Aquarius need to happen in each of us. We     find a number of great minds recognizing the intense specialization [and pro-    ductivity that was part of the Post Renaissance Era] as a necessary [and dan-    gerous] phase of human development.
       Common Sense in the 20th Century—The Common Sense of the 20th  Century consists of the culmination of a vast process of nearly a 1000 years.   Looking back into history from the 20th Century, we find that art before 1000      A.D. huddled inside churches.  After 1000 A.D., new life begins flowering on the  outside of churches.  The Romanesque style begins in Southern France and  Northern Spain, and reached full ripeness before 1100 A.D.  Gothic sculpture  reached a Classic poise around 1200.  The same influences sifted down into  Italy.
       In 15th century Florence, the artists/scientists were caught in a passion     for measuring, which led to single point perspective [i.e. the illusion of 3-    dimensional objects on a 2-dimensional surface. This Florence climaxed a     sequence of over 400 years of intensifying focus on the outer world. By 1700     Newton built this focus into a world view and a cosmic plan; by the late 19th     century it had produced the industrial revolution. The bulk of US education is     still based on the value-system of 19th century mechanistic science.  Galileo     was condemned for his inability to accept both the mathematical and the     philosophical way of seeing.  The price paid by the Western Genius was life     pitted against itself, good and evil, right and wrong, both within a man and in     the world.
       Common Sense in the 20th century assumed that reason and logic must  triumph over feeling, intuition, & instinct. The educational system built into the  Western consciousness an inordinate faith in “the scientific method.”  At this     time I feel compassion toward Western Man, for the price he paid and still pays  for an intense outward focus. His inner reality has shrunk to a narrow safety     zone of the familiar. Having lost with his own nature, he lost his capacity to de-    light in the nourishing interplay of inner and outer world; he no longer found     life Holy. 
       Uncommon Sense in the 20th Century—[This century’s] artists     wrought new visual languages to equate new relationships to reality. Process is  essential reality. Energy is central to process. Many Point Perspective expres-    ses our relation to reality as a many-faceted happening. Walking around  Henry  Moore’s sculptures can be a vitalizing relation to many point perspective. His-    Family Group (1948-49) of a mother, father & child on a bench is one of many    human images of classic poise and serenity. Transformation and transmutation   as a happening inherent in the very nature of life, physical, psychological,   spiritual, are the basic assumptions of alchemists, who were a very positive    influence on modern science. Imagination, rather than reason, is the crowning     glory of man’s potential. 
        The difference between the reality of the mechanistic view of life & one  based on reality as process and organic relationship is not a matter of opinion     but of contrasting ways of experiencing life. Applied to life as a whole, this     focus on the present invites a transformation of it into an infinitely expansive     globe held in place by past and future. Human nature looks different. Many     now see humans as gentle and humble creatures who survived because of     tremendous  energy, intelligence, and imagination. 
       The phrase ties us to nature. We may be in a race to see if the gulf     within humans and in our relation to the planet can be bridged in time for sur-    vival. The new sensibility of Uncommon Sense has a strong impulse toward     integration of all the human functions. We find increasing numbers of people     who value both sides of the opposites: reason/emotion; body/soul; inner life/    outer life.
       New religious life surges, but many religious institutions are unable to  accept it or contain it.  It is the religion of presentness affecting one’s being and  seeking to find life whole. Are Common Sense & Uncommon Sense irre-       concilable opposites?  Common sense fits with Martin Buber’s “I & it” con-    nection with life. Uncommon Sense suggests “I & Thou.” When trusted this  connection with the world leavens & renews, opens up meaning & significance.  It is the focus we need now if we are to know how to use all these tools and all  this knowledge.
      The Image Educates where Reason Never Reaches—We have accu-    mulated, in the century since Manet, a heritage of art that would woo us into     fresh responses to life.  Paul Tillich said new religious feeling came through     the visual arts, not the churches.  My own seeing is punctuated with new vision  awakening new life in me.  Sometimes after an exhibit or an unusual moving  picture, the world looks new as if I’d never seen it before.  As time moves on,  find it becomes increasingly “natural” to see in terms of qualities rather than  objects.  [All the art I have seen leads to seeing] a world of changing relation-    ships, forms, and shapes swinging in kinetic harmony. 
       The cities and urban worlds have their own revelation.  Looking down a  city street/canyon, instead of single-point perspective I see the energy of     plunge, as John Marin used perspective.  In Lower Manhattan,1920—John     Marin’s visual language shows assimilation of non-European art traditions.      There is a sense of Cubism, Chinese “splashed ink” painting, & Japanese     Sumi brushwork. He used converging lines of linear perspective as energy ra-    ther than to create a 3 dimensional illusion in a 2 dimensional space. I see [not  objects but] energy & delight, & my heart dances in answer. As long as human    beings get trapped in cities, we need to learn to love these concrete & steel       monsters, hopefully to make them more loveable & therefore  more livable.    
       Recent generation of art also help us recognize all that it means to be     human.  De Chirico’s labyrinth-like cities can be the visual equivalent of lone-    liness.  In Disturbing Journey (1913), Giorgio de Chirico paints a deserted, la-    byrinthine city; Roman arches and a train seems to echo the rational mecha-    nistic world.  This picture demands your involvement in the present, & re-    presents perplexed loneliness.  Works like this are referred to as “high parti-    cipation” art.  
       Some of Picasso’s graphics reveal the inward drama of many aspects  of ourselves trying to find relation to one another.  His Minotauromachy (1935)     has the Minotaur, a horse’s legs with a woman’s naked breast on top, an inno-    cent child with her bouquet of flowers and a candle, a man on a ladder; it is     an inward drama of opposites interacting. Inventor of many styles, Picasso has  also created a vast mythology.  The 20th century is rich in images to give form   to the formless in ourselves. When trusted they engage us in evolving relation-    ship with all that we are and with others; art is a contemplative event.    
       We discover that the best “abstract” art of our time abstracts qualities     from the world around us to help us see nature and the world, ourselves, and     others in a new way, so that we may be able to respond freshly and imagina-    tively to a changing world. The intensity of fresh seeing and fresh responding     tends to become self-perpetuating, generating new life as long as a person     lives. New impressions become for the mind, heart, and spirit what food is to    the body: nourishment for new life.  New technology serves as readily for     contemplative  art as paint or bronze.
       Summary of Tomorrow—Looking at young adults in general I see a     mobile flux of young people moving in and through life styles.  Some simply     need time out to find their own reality and discover how to function effectively in  a world of abounding absurdities.  The world looks very different [to each of us]  from our different vantage points.  Yet we are all primitives in an unfamiliar  world, and we need desperately to see with each other’s eyes as well as with  our own, [as we deal with rapid change].  [Perhaps, rather than proceeding     gradually, evolution has made a leap forward, as some scientists believe].      The change going on in us [because of rapid change outside] is more than     we can grasp without fantastic imagination. 
       Teilhard senses in man in preparation for this evolutionary leap, “an     upsurge of unused powers.”  It cause his inner equilibrium to become upset”     & brings about “the inner terrors of metamorphosis.”  Man, truly beset from     behind and before, becomes in vastly increasing numbers both groping and     malleable—susceptible to evolutionary leap.  For Teilhard, Planetization is the     psychic interpenetration of cultures which has gone on for eons; now, with    electronic technology and instant global communication, it happens with    explosive rapidity.  When Western individual good and Communist communal     good relate as equals, we have an example of Convergence. 
       [The artists of the early 20th century drew on non-Western styles in the  process of evolving cubism.  Traditional Western art has been called “low     participation” art: you merely look at it.  Most of the world’s art aimed to involve  you, activating the whole gathered person and affecting your relation to life. [A     painting is only truly finished] when each person truly communicates with it. 
       The Participation Explosion may be said to have begun with the Ameri-    can Revolution and to have accelerated ever since.  [The poor have an in-    creased awareness of those better off].  People everywhere awaken with a  new awareness of their indigenous roots, their cultural richness, and seek to     recover the values salvageable at those roots.  Convergence and the Partici-    pation Explosion in combination move toward a unified world where the indige-    nous mingles with psychic inter-penetration:  unity and diversity.
       One danger is idealizing the past or the future.  Another lies in a paraly-    zing fear of the future instead of realizing that the best interest of the future     depends upon what each of us does in the present.  I have been accused of     being an optimist, but for me neither pessimism nor optimism is realistic.  Per-    haps we will destroy ourselves or our planet before the new era is safely born.    I choose to participate in the world being born, whether or not it arrives safely.   For me being alive at this crucial moment of time is very exciting, and there is  no other time I would rather have lived. 
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184 The Valley of the Shadow (by Carol R. Murphy; 1972)
       About the Author—This is Carol Murphy’s 10th Pendle Hill Pamphlet.      The present study looks at the ultimate problem of death and what we, the  living, make of it.  “The creative mysterious ‘I’ that stands above the battle is    ‘no thing,’ & so seems to stand on the randomized chaos side of existence; out  of this ‘no thing’ come the choices and creations of the developed self.”
       1. We belong to the fellowship of the mortal; beyond all petty divisions     and estrangements we share a common destiny: we are born; we suffer; and     we shall die.  The witnessing of death, which used to be part of everyone’s    death, has receded into the hush of the intensive care unit & the mortician’s  “slumber room.” [With the extending of life], we may well have to assert both     our right to live, and our inalienable right to die.
       Death does not seem so romantic to those no longer young. Elisabeth  Kübler-Ross tells us that dying patients are aware of the seriousness of their     illness, resent being treated like children, are tired of bogus reassurances with     those closest to them & welcome the breakthrough in their defenses. The 1st     reaction to approaching death is denial & disbelief; then there is anger, followed  by bargaining, then depression. Finally there is grief & acceptance.
       For a human being, mortality must be accepted & transcended. One     symbolic continuity is found through one’s descendants, tribe, or nation.     Another symbol is found in creating works of art or other enduring achieve-    ments. Somehow we feel the need to make our mark. Another hope of     continuity is sought in myths—attempts to picture the unpicturable & speak of    the ultimate in finite terms—of an afterlife or rebirth and reincarnation.   It is   the prospect of annihilation of loved ones that lends its poignancy to the     hope that we shall one day, in Newman’s words see “those angel faces smile,    which I have loved long since, and lost awhile.”
       The next 2 forms of transcendence could be called “mystical”—a mer-    ging of the temporal and the eternal. The 1st is a sense of unity with the on-    going of nature; the 2nd is through a peak experience which transforms our     symbolic world and fills us with “bright shoots of everlastingness” (Henry     Vaughn). The mystical experience may be all we have left to rely on now. The   apocalyptic mass-destruction symbolized by the H-bomb [now makes  us]    capable of destroying our own posterity and blasting our works into oblivion.    Simone Weil writes: “Once the experience of war makes visible the possibility    of death that lies locked up in each moment, our thoughts cannot  travel from    one day to the next without meeting death’s face.”
       Science has been so successful & materialism so plausible that it is  exceedingly difficult to pull ourselves out of its presuppositions. Florida Scott-    Maxwell writes: “Age can be dreaded more than death …Death feels a friend     because it will release us from the deterioration of which we cannot see the     end.  It is waiting for death that wears us down, & the distaste of what we might  become.” The half-faith of most people isn’t enough to relieve the dying of     conflict and fear.
       2. If we reach the point where we no longer worry about the fate of the     body, what do we hope to preserve? What is the real you or me? Aubrey     Menen, an Anglo-Indian, secluded himself for a lonely self-exploration along     the lines of the Upanishads’ negative way [to answer this question]. [To each     self-imposed or world-imposed self-definition, he responded Neti—not this].     When he had freed himself somewhat from the compulsion to be what he had     always considered he had to be, he seemed to reach an interior void, the     “space within the heart,” which he called the Tranquil Eye [I]. 
       There is a “no thing” which is the reservoir of potentiality from which any  thing comes. Florida Scott-Maxwell says: Age can seem a debacle, a rout of all  one most needs, but that is not the whole truth … Part of [us] which is outside  age has been created by age, so there is gain as well as loss … There is that     in us which is above the battle [of life], and that which is added to when out-   ward strength is diminished.” 
       “Matter” is that process which is subject to entropy—loss, running down,  decay, randomization. “Mind” or “spirit” is that process which is not subject to  entropy, which grows the more it is given away. The creative & mysterious “I”  that stands above the battle is “no thing.” Out of this “no thing” come the choi-    ces & the developed self’s creations, & the patterns of existence. What [re-    mains unchanged] through growth must be beyond both form and dissolution,  and use both.  
       ESP [events that transcend time & distance] are not “proof” of survival     of death, yet they shake us loose from our prevailing “common sense.” Without  a theory in which they can find a home, these facts can never be treated as     evidence, so they are outlaws, stealing tidbits of reluctant belief.  These un-    canny facts share some general characteristics: a direct communicability be-    tween minds attuned to each other, an apparent power of “mind” over “matter,”    and a disregard for space or time. 
       3. We cannot build up from the facts as the physical scientist does, but  we are entitled to suggest a view that will expect, discover and welcome new     facts that the smaller dogmas now outlaw. If it proves a faithful guide in this     world we can venture to trust it beyond the grave.  Early Friends were not sur-    prised at their ability to speak directly to someone’s private condition, to fol-    low leadings, to sense the safety or peril of proposed voyages.
       Let us postulate that we are nodes in a field of many kinds of forces,  senders & receivers of energy. [Many kinds & dimensions of communication,     some of which are of human manufacture, & likely some unknown forms run     through us that we aren’t conscious of. It has been found that the basic brain     waves called alpha waves of people who are working well together get into     phase. 
       “Brain” & “mind” aren’t the same thing. The mind is the interaction of     energy from more than one direction; it has escaped from the skull. The mind     isn’t the prisoner of space or time. Space curves in the presence of celestial     bodies, and time slows down in any system approaching the speed of light.     The  mind is already a multi-dimensional hyperspace. We are looking for a    dynamic relationship between the perishable & the imperishable such that     the latter is the active & controlling partner.
       Through a medium, an intelligence calling itself Seth stated that the  physical world as we know it is a creation of our senses, that our senses show  only one 3-dimensional reality out of an infinite number.  The human race is a  stage through which forms of consciousness travel, where we learn to handle  energy and see the concrete material result of thought and emotion. It said: “In  many respects, you are in a dream … You have focused so strongly upon     physical reality that it becomes the only reality that you know.” The dreamer is     enmeshed in the symbols, the waking man must either work their meaning     through or dream similar dreams when next he sleeps. 
       Mary Baker Eddy in her Christian Science said that death is connected     with the deluded state of the “mortal mind,” and must be overcome, not sub-    mitted to, before immortality appears. She said:  “Error brings its own self-    destruction both here and hereafter, for mortal mind creates its own physical     conditions. Death will occur until the spiritual understanding of life is reached.”   There are many dimensions, of which our small glimmer of consciousness is     but one, a faint reflection of the self-renewing creativity of the Mind of God.     Death is the only human predicament where knowledge can never replace     faith.  Only the life lived by faith can carry us over the threshold.
       Jesus himself discouraged speculation about what lies beyond death;  God is the God of the living. Attempts to carry our cultural and earthly preoccu-    pations into the next stage of being [are foolish].  Perhaps the proper response  of the person of faith is to let the supreme experience [of the Resurrection]     judge and restructure all the other experiences of life or death.  The Christian     is to accept as his own inner principle of life Christ’s own spiritual life.  Christ,     the expression of self-renewing Spirit is available to be for the Christian the     Tranquil Eye of Aubrey Menen’s meditations. Our lives can be united with the     eternal life of God through our self-giving love mirroring God’s exhaustless     self-giving. Our life will be a healing one, and our physical death a conflict-    free culmination of a life wholly lived as a wholly full of God. 
       Christian or not, we all have this final journey ahead of us, & we should  all have opportunity to prepare for it with such courage as we can gain from     enlarging our horizons beyond the material.  The value of the book, The Wheel  of Death lies in its facing death unafraid as a natural and spiritual process, &     offering guidance for the [important] last thoughts of the dying. Those who     meet life and death unafraid are capable of dying like the Buddhist sages, who  died at the time of their choosing, with dignity and without struggle.  Can you    use and enjoy the qualities that make up the “me” without clinging to     them?     What and where is your Tranquil Eye?
      Perhaps healing [an unbearable life] or having a peaceful death de-    pends in such cases on wholly choosing either life or death. Will you be     ready for a larger dimension that may await?      [If “life is but a dream,”     from what might you awaken at death, & to what?      What might your life    mean in a higher plane of reality?     What kind of growth or contempla-   tion would make worthwhile the final testing we all willy-nilly must     undergo? 
    Kapleau, Philip (ed.); The Wheel of Death; Harper & Row, 1971.
     Scott-Maxwell, Florida; The Measure of My Days; Knopf, 1968.
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185.  Meeting House & Farm House (by Howard Haines Brinton;         
   1972)
       About the Author—Only those of us who have seen Howard chop     wood  would envisage him as at home on a farm.  He grew up in the rolling     countryside of Pennsylvania’s Chester County.  Undergraduate days at col-    lege took him only as far as Haverford.  Graduate work and teaching took him   to Harvard, Earlham, Guilford, & Mills College in California.  He & Anna re-   turned to PA when they became co-directors of Pendle Hill in 1936. In this         pamphlet, Howard leads us back into the serene landscape of his childhood   and youth.   
       Introduction—My ancestors for 8 generations have been country     Friends, so I have a special interest in them.  Because of the nature of life in     the country, they were able to examine each other’s conduct more minutely.      In Part II of this pamphlet I have included quotes from the monthly business     meeting minutes.  These minutes give us a detailed account of how Friends     took care of each other.
       Country Friends were more individualistic and unconventional than city  Friends. [The countryside population] within 50 miles of Philadelphia was al-    most entirely Quaker for PA’s 1st 100 years; city Quakers were surrounded by     different sects.  [The Scotch Irish on the frontier] made it difficult for the Qua-    ker government to deal pacifically with the Indians.  I have worked largely from  original manuscripts & have secured some quotes from an essay by William T.    Sharpless, 250 Years of Quakerism at Birmingham (Birmingham Friends;1940).
       Part I: [Early Advices; Meetings; Ministers & Elders}—Though the     real lags behind the ideal in terms of early Quaker theology & philosophy, in the  early rural Quaker communities the ideal & real were close together. [Quakers   believed in making efforts towards literally following Jesus’ commandments].   The code of behavior for 18th century Quakers was A Collection of Christian &    Brotherly Advices…by the New Jersey & Pennsylvania Yearly Meetings (YM).    [The word “rules” would indicate a standard] so rigid that the Holy Spirit    couldn’t reveal new truth [by which] advices might be revised. 
       Queries regarding Negroes [evolved beginning in 1743 from question-    ing importation & buying imported slaves, through buying any slaves, to hol-    ding any slaves & seeing to the needs of those set free in 1776. Subsequent     advices concerned Negro education]. This book of 395 pages contained     Advices on 48 subjects in alphabetical order, beginning with Arbitrations, &     ending with Wills. 
       Meetings met for worship both morning & afternoon on 1st Day     (Sunday) & once in the middle of the week.  The monthly meeting (MM)—    [made up of 10 or 20 families]—met for business to consider & carry out the     advices of the yearly meeting. Meetings in Penn’s Chester, Philadelphia, &     Bucks Counties were united in quarterly meetings in each county. Quarterly   meetings came together annually to form a YM. 6 YMs existed in the colo-    nies: New England; New York; Philadelphia (PA & NJ); Maryland; Virginia; &     North Carolina.
       In the Quaker business meeting the only official was a clerk appointed to  decide what business should come before the meeting & to record its decisions.  Men & women were equal in Quaker meetings for business, though the mee-    ting was for many years divided into a man’s meeting & a women’s meeting.      All decisions were reached unanimously.  The objection of a single, suffici-    ently respected member could prevent a decision from being made.
       John Fiske wrote:  “The ideal of the Quakers was flatly antagonistic to     that of the [Puritan] settlers of Massachusetts. [They differed on matters of     Judaism, separation of Church and State, and tolerance of difference in doc-    trine.] For these reasons the arrival of a few Quakers in Boston in 1656 was     considered an act of invasion.”  The Quakers were trying to be like the Chris-    tians of the 1st century.  The Quakers recognized as prophets persons who     spoke in meeting only when they felt themselves to be inspired; they were     called ministers.
    If after 2 years, members of a meeting should speak & the messages     were approved, the meeting would make a minute acknowledging them as an  approved minister, [able to sit in a ministers & elders meeting]. Such ministers  could visit other meetings, & could be accompanied by other Friends. Nearly   all Quaker journals, the spiritual autobiographies of Friends, were written by     ministers. “Solid” or “weighty” Friends chosen to advise ministers were called     elders. 
       Persons were appointed to ensure proper behavior & to show special     concern for members’ economic welfare; these were overseers. Meetings kept  no membership lists except when a monthly meeting divided. In its 1st years     the Society had no officials of any kind; many Friends felt that each person     should follow one’s own light. After Fox’s death, appointing ministers & elders     was meant to introduce some organization. 
       [Separation, Queries, American Beginnings]—Just as in the early  Christian Church elders & presbyters became priests & suppressed prophets,    the Quaker elders’ increasing power to regulate the ministers’ theology [led to  a rebellion which brought the Separation of 1827]. Designation of ministers     elders declined by the 20th century. Philadelphia YM now has directed MM to     appoint committees on Worship & Ministry whose special concern is the reli-    gious life of the meeting, doing the work of ministers & elders, without the    authority.  Minutes of monthly meeting no longer contain items regarding the     daily & family life of the members. 
    Although the MM is not the interdependent community it used to be, the     yearly meeting brings together more attenders then was formerly possible,     because of ease of travel. YM’s still issue advices for the guidance of monthly     meetings. Answers return to YM through quarterly meetings. The 1st queries to  be answered systematically in this way were inserted in the book of Advices     (a.k.a. Book of Discipline) in 1755. 
       [The subject of these 1st queries were: attendance and behavior at     meeting for worship; maintenance of love & unity; quick resolution of differ-    ences; plainness of speech, behavior, apparel, reading of Scripture; excessive  use of liquor, frequenting of taverns; necessities of poor Friends; proper pro-    posals of marriage; marriage contrary to our Discipline; rights of children by     former marriages; faithful testimony against oaths, priest’s wages, military     service, not paying taxes, & lotteries; timely making of wills; importing or buy-    ing, fairly treating negroes; living within circumstances & wise business prac-    tices; meeting transfers by certificate; judging of offending members in      the Authority of Truth. 
       Offenders could appeal MM decisions to QM & YM. Those who violated  the advices of disciplines might be disowned by the meeting; that was put off     as long as possible. Penn’s Holy Experiment can be observed most intimately     in the Book of Advices. The Book grew gradually & reached its most complete     form in 1762. The Quakers stressed obedience to God’s authority, benevo-    lence, & sensitivity to other’s needs.
       William Brinton sailed up the Delaware, checked the land office, traveled  about 24 miles through the forest to a point near the Brandywine.  They lived in  a cave the 1st winter & were fed by Indians. It wasn’t easy to farm, & there was  no time to build a house of worship; they took turns holding meeting in their     homes. Not all who fled from England did so with the support of their old mee-    ting; some were accused of “coveting worldly liberty.”
       Part II: [Simplicity; Anger & Tale-bearing]—The following quotations  from minute books of the monthly meetings are contemporary with the actions     they describe.  Simplicity (1734)  “Friends, if truth be kept to, none will need to     be at a loss what to Wear [or what Fashion], but Truth will teach all.  Truth will     also lead those who obey it, out of all Excess, Superfluities, & Worldly Super-    fluities.  [Any] liberty which the World Spirit leads into is a false Liberty which     leads into Bondage.  True Religion stands in that which sets a bound & limit     to the Mind, with Respect to Clothes, as well as to other things. [Any] Excess is  a certain token, the Mind is got loose, & is not subject to that Divine Power in   which the true Religion stands.  [Other excesses mentioned include: hoop     skirts; names and dates on coffins; furniture].
       Anger & Tale-bearing (1737) By all means discourage them from Evil &     Extravagant Speaking, Slandering, & Tale-bearing, which lead to sow strife…    [Harsh & foolish words spoken to people in general & to a particular person     were acknowledged & a “desire through divine assistance to live in unity” is     stated. Sometimes the meeting’s best efforts aren’t sufficient to “bring one to    a sight & sense of one’s condition,” one is at odds & contentious to the mee-    ting. Sometimes Friends will realize the falsehood of things repeated & con-    fess it in meeting minutes].   
       Temperance; Magic and Science—Temperance (1706) Advised …     that none accustom themselves to vain & idle Company, Sipping, Tipping of    Drams, & Strong Drink in Inns or Elsewhere.  Such as use that Evil Practice,     [but not to great excess], yet they often inflame themselves thereby, so as to     become like Ground fitted for the Seeds of the greatest Transgressions. Ste-    phen Beakes is charged with being “disguised” by strong drink. “[If one is wil-    ling fully to condemn his demeanor, the meeting [will] defer testifying against   him.
         Magic and Science (1723) It is sense and judgment, that if any profes-    sing Truth, shall apply to such person or persons who shall pretend Knowledge  to discover things hiddenly transacted, or tell where things  are lost, we do     hereby, in a just Abhorence of such Doings, direct that the Offenders be Spee-    dily dealt with, and brought under Censure.  Those who profess the art of      Astrology, tend to the dishonor of God and the reproach of Truth, and the great  hurt both of themselves and those who come to inquire of them.  
       Whether we have much of this world or not; whether we get of it or not:     whether we lose or not, everyone being in his place, using his or her honest     and Christian endeavors; we shall be content with the success of our labors     without such unlawful looking of what the event of this or that may be.  The     Quakers from the first accepted science along with religion.  Quaker  far-   mers had scientific hobbies—botany, astronomy, geology, ornithology. Many      farmers were well-educated, & necessarily self-educated, since the mee-    ting schools taught only the 3 “R”s.
       Acknowledgment; Arbitration—Acknowledgment (1743)  It is the    sense of this Meeting, that in such cases the Offenders do attend the Monthly     Meeting together with their Papers of Condemnation in such cases, where it     is practicable. The acknowledgement of an offense was read to the meeting by  the offender. “Dear Friends, I have disregarded the teaching of grace and good  counsel of my exercised parents & have given way to undue liberty which is a     great sin against my maker.  I entreat Friends to pass by my offenses as far as  in them lieth, desiring to be continued in some degree under their care…”     (Sarah Colvert, Goshen, c. 1740) Acknowledgements were made even when     the offender attempted to do a just act using non-Quaker methods.
       Arbitration  It was contrary to the discipline for Friends to resort to a     court and to appeal to the law in order to settle differences.  (1724) Advise that  Differences be Ended with Speed, by prudent and just Arbitration.  [Friends     were chosen to hear and determine the said differences.  “It was agreed that     T.B. and J. H. … do speak with John Gibbons and his wife … and work upon     them to come again to meetings endeavoring also to make them sensible of    the love and care of Friends towards them.” (Concord, 1685).  
       Marriages; Help for Those in Need—Marriage  The monthly meeting  had oversight of marriages, giving its consent & seeing to it that the consent of  parents was obtained. The prospective bride & groom appeared twice before  the monthly meeting to express their intention. Sometimes the parent wouldn’t  give their consent but the meeting would. Trafficking in slaves prevented the     meeting from having “freedom to suffer his proposal to pass.”  The meeting     had concern for a remarrying widow’s children, [requiring specific provisions     be made for them]. 
       Help for Those in Need     [Hardships caused by Indians were ad-    dressed by different meetings in 1697 & 1725.  Poor & destitute non-Quakers     were helped by Friends.  Bradford, Falls, Goshen and Wilmington Meetings    dealt with specific needs for specific Friends and their families in 1701, 1703,     1719, 1731, 1739, 1759, & 1775.  John Martin asked Philadelphia Meeting     for a pair of breeches.  He left his farm to the meeting to be used to help     Friends in need. The present annual income from the John Martin fund is     now more than $50,000.  There were special circumstances which enabled    these country Friends to practice a high standard of behavior,  & in conduct     came very near the Sermon on the Mount. Many of the early Friends even-    tually emigrated to other parts of the country and carried their high standards     with them as a powerful, hidden influence on American life. 

186. Words & Testimonies: Carey Memorial Lecture (by Thomas H.
   Silcock; 1972)
       About the Author—Born in Chengtu, West China in 1910, Thomas     Silcock received his doctorate at Oxford.  He became a Professor of Econo-    mics, author of 10 books on SE Asia, and a poet.  The present essay was     given as the Carey Memorial of Baltimore YM in August, 1971.
       The Use of Testimonies/Preserving Group Structure—Friends are     known by what they stand for, not by what they believe: by testimonies not by     creeds.  Communication of testimonies includes action as well as words.  A     testimony is a form of special ethic.  There is much anxiety among Friends     about an apparently increasing disunity on testimonies.  Friends agree on     alcohol, tobacco, and drugs, [just not on] which of them to emphasize.  As     for peace, this is the only topic in which I have sometimes seen real, blazing     hatred of one another in the eyes of Friends [disagreeing] on methods and     objectives.
       Perhaps the most characteristic principles are those which further what     the group stands for and improve its position in the world.  If a special ethic is     to maintain itself in a world which does not share it, it needs both internal and     external structure.  In a religion selection and training will be in terms of the     whole way of life that the religion is promoting. There needs to be an external     system of partial insulation.  
       The insulation may work to ensure that contacts within the group are     much more frequent that those outside it.  Aristocracies commonly control the     content of communication by special languages that virtually assure respect     for the leadership.  Another restriction on communication is a set of rules     about secrecy, which is an important source of power for bureaucrats and     priests; too many layers of secrecy tends to lead to destructive behavior. 
       Language Shapes the Image—[Within its structure], language & logic  tend to generalize the original ideas & elaborate them as applied to group     experience. We generalize things we admire & apply them in new situations.     When we call an act “right” or “good,” we aren’t describing or defining a quality  of that act. “Right” has to do with enforcement through duty & obligation; “good”  is praise & appreciation, preferably for innate virtue.
       Sometimes the reason for calling an act right or good when some indi-   viduals cannot do them is that exceptions are too complicated, & hard cases     make bad law.  Sometimes a rule is made because trying to keep it as much     as one can is useful; the conditioning which rules give has some influence.      When we are enjoined to “speak the truth in love,” we still may be forced either  to lie or to hurt a friend severely.  In families, we try to create a pattern of love   & understanding in which the inconsistencies [between equality, respect &    fair rewards] will be borne. Love is what we need to face both our uncompro-    mising children and our compromised politicians. 
       Quaker Techniques of Support/Morals: Public or Private?—Ethical  principles can be reinforced by internal contacts, or weakened by generalized     contacts among those without the commitment. Everything worthwhile in life     depends on how seriously we take life, whether we see it as basically [real,     virtuous & truthful], or as an error with some pleasurable illusions. If we opt for     reality, effort won’t assure success, but it may sometimes achieve it.   
       I believe that we Friends have inherited a flexible method of supporting     one another’s highest endeavors, and that it is important that we should try to     preserve our techniques in an age when there is a great need for moral inno-    vation and leadership.  There are still important insights that Quaker tradition     could provide; it is in some danger of being swamped in a permissive society.      This permissiveness can be summed up in 3 propositions which should be     challenged: in democracy, all opinions are of absolutely equal value; all value     judgments are purely private matters and above questioning; truth emerges     from a completely unstructured commerce of ideas, 
       Friends believe that there is that of God in each of us, but it needs to     be tended if it is to grow; moral insight grows by more effort.  Quaker clerks of     meeting are instructed to not give way to either numbers or persistence.  The     important thing in any purposeful meeting of people of different backgrounds     is to get them to communicate and try to agree.  A good clerk responds to those  who are genuinely following the discussion, trying to share, respond and     communicate; when well done it produces better participation.  We differ in the  extent to which we have anything that we want to assert, or can usefully assert,  on any particular topic. 
       I regard morals as public matters not because people all agree, [but be-  cause only confusion of morals with their strictly sexual aspect makes priva-    tizing them plausible, and because Madison Avenue profits when it] attacks     that feature of self-control that restricts sales of a product.  [This] creates a     moral climate in which moral values are equated to individual values.  [Thus,     it is in the interest of those who equate morals strictly with sex, and those who     profit from lax morals in buying decisions to have all morals be private mat-    ters]. Sometimes we need to walk fearlessly into the forest of doubt holding     only on to the hand of our own experience.  As George Fox asks:  What canst     thou say?     Thomas H. Silcock
      Free Speech & Truth—There is no doubt that competition is some pro-    tection against believing the claims that are made, but only at the cost of in-       creasing cynicism. We don’t expect to reach the truth by aimless chatter, but     by structured communication, designed to assure reliability, & a climate of     courteous, frank interaction.  [In medieval times there was “argument by attack  (of a person’s character),” & “argument by threat” (of censure)]. 
       Scholarship needs detachment, and it is only in an atmosphere of rela-    tive calm and objectivity that knowledge can grow; academic freedom is all     about the pursuit of knowledge.  There is room for conflict between freedom     to express one’s own opinions without fear of coercion by the state, and free-    dom to belong to disciplined groups.  Sometimes the state must protect the  group, sometimes the individual; we must all be watchful and fair-minded.
       The Shifting Boundaries of Quakerism/Leadership and Authority—    Truth and virtue do not spring from free speech but rather from communicating  groups of people who discipline themselves and work hard at achieving truth  and virtue.  Our society developed through the insulating effects of habits of     dress and speech into an odd and isolated group, more like a religious order.    A  glimpse of the contingent element in our testimonies, derived from external    & internal structure, will help us understand our present difficulties.  We have     become a respected group.  We are more and more reluctant to refuse mem-    bership.  Exclusion now would not involve elders and their judgment, but     would more likely be political, a majority excluding a minority. 
       [The full-time committee Friends of our own day have joined the line of  authority figures stretching from fearless, independent, preachers to strict     meticulous Quakers of the 18th century, to deeply concerned, inbred old Quaker  families of the 19th century, to today]. The modern committee form of leadership  hasn’t helped us to a uniform standard. Indeed it has tended to turn each     Meeting into a group of different kinds of Friends, [“specializing” in certain     committee work].
       I think we should make membership a serious business in which people  would feel they were taking on a real responsibility. The important thing is to     stress the shared responsibility for finding the right way. Quarterly or Yearly     Meetings must be constantly responding to the moral effort & experience of     Friends. Do we have any method by which we could respond & by which     we could act on the moral effort & experience of individuals?
       The New Moral Horizon—We must first adhere firmly to the view that  the right way is there to be found.  By knowing that we are better than we are     able to be we have something by which to grow.  There are always new chal-   lenges, new perspectives, a wider range of contacts, new possibilities of virtu-    ous and diabolic action.  If we are to freely discuss moral issues in a rapidly     changing world it will be necessary for us to discuss things to which we have    deep moral hostility, while making clear that discussing these things is not the   same as condoning them.  The new medical possibilities of manipulation    of personality that seem just around the corner are certainly going to set us     tough moral problems about what it means to be human.
       The Planetary Challenge—I believe we need to attend to the boun-    daries & structure of our group, making ourselves all over the world a more     disciplined, serious communicating organization, so that we can play our      small role in creating a planetary society. Friends have traditionally been con-    cerned about situations of conflict in which violence breaks outs. Some try to     alleviate suffering, some to understand both sides & to mediate, some to in-    fluence policy away from violent solutions.  We must remember that the world     is now much smaller than it used to be.  Moral condemnation of one partici-    pant or another seems unhelpful to the process of achieving solutions. 
       Part of our duty is to keep violence out of our hearts and actions, part to  contribute compassion and understanding, and part to arouse in all our fellow  human beings a sense that their land is the earth and that it is threatened by  violence and hatred.  Politically our loyalty is to the planet, the home of those  we know as our brothers.  Its realization is thwarted by our worship of gods that  magnify the supposed differences between Australians and Americans into     something different from the differences among Americans or Australians.
       Beyond our loyalty to the planet is our loyalty to God. I believe that this     is an act of faith. I try to love with the conviction that there is that of God in     each person, no more fully perfect than that in me, alive with the excitement     of all human imperfection & striving. When we speak of a loving Father who    created the universe, we are using a metaphor of a family relationship to    describe what we usually consider a spiritual presence, and a metaphor of a     spiritual presence to describe that which (like truth) is more properly described  [as a process].
       Sometimes we need to walk fearlessly into the forest of doubt holding     only on to the hand of our own experience. As George Fox asks: What canst     thou say? We need discipline in trying to follow the moral insights we have, in     our own life. Out of these arise our testimonies, expressed in our advices &     queries. The testimonies will change as science changes our neighbors and     their needs, or changes us in respect to what we know & what we can do.     The obligation to keep love alive in the heart, even through the death of God,     will always be with us.
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187.  The Divine Witness of John Woolman (by Phillips P. Moulton;    
    1973)
       About the Author—Phillips Moulton’s scholarly work on Woolman ex-    emplifies his vocation to apply intellectual endeavors to the service of religion.     [He taught at 2 seminaries, and] his special interest is ethics.  The author has     long been a member of the Wider Quaker Fellowship.  The essay is one result     of an abiding interest in Woolman; he edited The Journal and Major Essays of     John Woolman.       
       I & II—John Woolman deserves to be ranked among the great spiritual     leaders of humankind. He is comparable to Albert Schweitzer and Mahatma     Gandhi.  Woolman lived in colonial New Jersey (1720-1772). He married and     had 2 children. He was a: orchard grower; merchant, tailor, surveyor, scrivener  and conveyancer, teacher, and author.  He was the most notable of the many  Quaker ministers in America and England.
       Woolman’s Journal is a literary classic, & the perennial source of inspi-    ration & ammunition to those [working for] social change. [His opposition to     slavery was expressed in the belief that] we should love our neighbors as     ourselves & guarantee “civil & religious liberties” for all. “[Older slaves’] misery     hath felt to me like the misery of my parents.” Slaveholders were also objects     of Woolman’s solicitude, caught in a system they didn’t create and from which     they also suffered. He believed that treating others as slaves dimmed the ow-    ners’ vision and depraved the mind. Their children’s hearts [were becoming]     accustomed to this way of life; they were likewise affected.
       Woolman’s concern with the evils of slavery was part of his larger desire  that all should do the will of God in every aspect of life. “How are the sufferings  our Blessed Redeemer set at nought … through the unrighteous proceedings of  his professed followers!”  People did not have sufficient wisdom and goodness  to warrant being entrusted with absolute power over others.
       “Free men whose minds were properly on their business found a satis-    faction in improving, cultivating, & providing for their families. Negroes, labou-    ring to support others who claim them as their property, & expecting nothing     but slavery … hadn’t the like inducement.”  “While we manifest by our conduct     that our views in purchasing them are to advance ourselves, while our buying     captives taken in war [provides incentive] to push on that war and increase     desolations amongst them, to say that they live unhappy in Africa is far from     being an argument in our favor.”  
       “I was troubled to perceive the darkness of their imaginations, and …     said:  “The love of ease and gain are the motives in general of keeping slaves,  and men are wont to take hold of weak arguments [from Scripture] to support     a cause which is unreasonable.” Woolman traced slavery to luxurious living,     whereby God’s intended harmony among men and between man and nature     was seriously disturbed.  It was Woolman’s clear and steady voice that woke     the conscience of the Quakers and through them of the Western world to this     moral evil.
       The ethics of participation in war also claimed much of Woolman’s at-    tention. The responses to the draft of that time were strikingly similar to those     made during the US Vietnam war, [with some “tarrying abroad,” some serving,     and some with “a real tender scruple in their minds against joining in wars.”      Woolman’s most distinctive contribution to the Friends’ peace testimony was     refusing to pay war taxes. “I all along believed that there were some upright-    hearted men who paid such taxes, but couldn't see that example was a suffi-    cient reason for me to do so.” It became evident to him that paying war taxes    was contrary to friends’ pacifist principles.
       Disturbed about the harmful effects of moral compromise, Woolman re-   alized that the right example could be powerful influence for good. “When [we]     in the spirit of meekness suffer distress to be made on our goods rather than to  pay actively, this joined with an upright uniform life may tend to put man athin-    king about their own conduct.”  In PA, a petition was presented to the Assem-    bly by Friends asking that no law might be passed to enjoin the payment of     money “for such uses as a peaceable people could not pay for conscience’s     sake.”        
       A 3rd major area of concern for Woolman, closely related to the issues of  slavery and war had to do with economics. “[God] hath provided that so much  labor shall be necessary for men’s support in this world as would, being rightly  divided, be a suitable employment of their time … we cannot … grasp after     wealth in a way contrary to [God’s] wisdom without having a connection with     some degree of oppression.” The victims of oppression exploited others in turn,  as when settlers, driven to the wilderness by high rents, overcharged the In-    dians for rum and underpaid them for furs, resulting in bitterness and the seeds  of war.
       Woolman always identified himself with the oppressed. In a vision he     saw  the world’s misery, & he saw “People getting silver to set off their tables …     I     should take heed how I fed myself from out of silver vessels.” “There     was a care  in my mind so to pass my time as to things outward that nothing     might hinder  me from the most steady attention to the True Shepherd’s     voice.” He sought     to live on the lowest economic level consonant with fulfil-    ling the life & mission to  which he was called by God. 
       It freed him “to taste & relish not only those blessings which are spiritual,  but also feel a sweetness & satisfaction in the right use of God's good gifts in     a visible creation.”  Woolman’s teachings imply social criticism of an economic   system that intensifies the profit motive. That motive often operates to disrupt   divinely ordained harmony. [Many who exploit others in this system] aren't hi-       deous monsters, but are caught up in a system which exalts the wrong values. 
       III—Basic to both Woolman's character and his methods of social action  was the depth of his experience of God, leading to a sense of divine guidance,     of providence, and of God’s love.  Adolescence was a time of turbulence before  his direction became clear.  In later life his sense of God’s presence was sub-    ject  to interruption by barren periods. His life's basic orientation was to the     divine  will. “I saw [prayer and] this [inner] habitation to be safe, to be inwardly     quiet,  when there was great stirrings and commotions in the world.”  Often he    sought  divine strength, as when he began a major journey into the south and    prayed  that he might “attend with singleness of heart to the voice of the True     Shepherd.” 
        As he grew older, Woolman’s faith in God became increasingly strong     & gave him the security needed for ethical living. His faith provided a base for     social service and his trust in God freed him for social action.  [Sometimes] a     sense of urgency distinguished his life as he pressed hard for social change.      [Other times he would recognize a toned down query on slavery as less than     he hoped for, but still a step forward for the people in question, and “[feel] easy  to leave all to him who alone is able to turn the hearts of the mighty & make     way for the spreading of Truth in the earth.”
       Woolman had a strong belief in “The Almighty's care & providence over    his creatures in general & over man as the most noble” among them. He     responded with a deep affection & “tenderness towards God & all living crea-     tures, urging that “Friends in all their conduct may be kindly affectioned one     toward another.” [Towards those who] couldn’t free their slaves without drasti-    cally changing lifestyle [he recognized that] the Lord “begat a spirit of sympathy  & tenderness in me toward some who were grievously entangled in the spirit     of this world.” He spoke forthrightly against every form of evil; he felt only   mercy & love towards the evil-doer.
      Quite evident was his humility & diffidence in approaching older, respec-    table pillars of Quakerdom, to whom he genuinely felt inferior. Woolman’s     attitude toward others was derived from his humility before God as he realized     his own imperfections. Woolman passed judgment on others as sharing insight  available by divine wisdom. A humble approach was more conducive to con-    tacting the divine element in the soul of the other person. Woolman set his own  house in order in respect to the evil under discussion.  His meekness and     gentleness precluded any threat to his fellow man. Benjamin Franklin, while     granting his lack of real humility, observed that the appearance of it made peo-    ple more receptive to his ideas than dogmatic contradiction.
       He had remarkable empathy. He welcomed & sometimes sought expe-    riences that would increase his sympathy with those who suffered. [He en-    dured wilderness hardships  to visit Indians. He insisted on going steerage to      avoid contributing to the luxurious appointments of the cabins, & to get direct   exposure to the miserable conditions in which sailors, including small boys,    lived. There he penned his desire “to embrace every opportunity of being in-   wardly acquainted with the hardships & difficulties of my fellow  creatures and     to labor in love for the spreading of pure universal righteousness in the earth.
       Woolman took the next step of assuming personal responsibility in re-    lations to the evils he encountered; his alert conscious led directly to action.     Instances of his trying to “keep clear” of oppression were avoiding the English     stagecoach system [because of brutal conditions for young boys and horses],     and his refusal to use sugar and molasses because of ill-treated slave labor. “I     was led into a close, laborious inquiry whether I kept clear from all things which  tended to stir up or were connected with wars here or in Africa.” Large scale     social action is readily appreciated, but the purity of one’s own soul is likely to   be considered too trivial to warrant serious attention; Woolman thought other-    wise. He felt [an imperative call from God to live on as high a level as possible.
       He believed that one’s insight into moral and spiritual reality was directly  proportionate to the quality of one’s ethical life.  He realized the connection be-    tween the quality of one’s personal life and effective influence upon others. As     he set his personal house in order he was clear that basic changes were nee-    ded in society. This involved influencing groups as well as individuals and    led him to engage in positive social action. He wrote 2 essays on Some Con-    sideration on the Keeping of Negroes and 1 essay on A Plea for the Poor. 
       Woolman’s practice of [quiet, private &] personal confrontation had     several good effects. [It brought up implications behavior]; it clarified the     issues; it led to deeper fellowship; it laid the basis for group action. He worked     through political channels, Quaker meetings, & smaller groups where policies     were thrashed out. He wrote letters to particular meetings, or composed letters  which leading meetings throughout the colonies adopted. The Philadelphia     Yearly Meeting of 1776 prohibited the owning of slaves 4 years after his death.
       Woolman didn't rationalize by asking” What can one man do? Nor did  he ask what others were doing, or transfer his personal responsibility to another  person or group. A striking quality of Woolman which has current relevance  was his capacity to see the long-range effects and implications of an act that     were overlooked by many. He was especially aware of the far-reaching influ-    ence of precedent and example, [such as “humane” slave owners being seen     as reason enough to allow it to continue].  
       He even noted the long-range & often obscure relation of one thing to     another [e.g. the effect of the demand for luxury items on overseas trade,     society, and conflicts]. A striking testimonial to his integrity, is his insistence that  the medicine for his final illness must not be from slave labor or other unjust     conditions. His tolerance extended throughout Christianity & beyond.  “Sincere     upright-hearted people who loved God were accepted of him.” He recognized     that God had not appointed the same task to all people, [for instance traveling     Quaker ministers who ignored slavery].
       IV—Woolman’s way was one of nonviolence.  He believed neither in     submission to injustice nor in opposing it by violence. “A time is coming wherein  persevering in the meek spirit & abiding firm in the cause of Truth, without     complying with oppression, will so spread & prevail that ‘nation shall not lift up     sword against nation …”  Woolman also provides a much needed antidote to     the hedonism & narcissism that saturates our society today. [Far from this de-    structive self-focus], Woolman’s turning self-ward was to increase sensitivity    to spiritual reality.
      He considered himself a steward of the capacities he had, “to consider   every day as … lent to me and … to devote my time, and all I had to him who     gave it.”  He felt a divine call to share “that which lieth heavy on my mind”     regarding slavery and war; “a labor attends me to open that love in which the     harmony of society standeth, & the growth of the seeds of war to others.  [As     to one’s place in the world], Woolman said: “A linking was wanting between 2  craving parts of nature, and one is hurled into being as the bridge over that     yawning need.”  Woolman provides one of the clearest examples of one who     found direction and deep meaning—a character realizing the eternal values of     truth, beauty, goodness, and love.
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188. Hunger for Community: Experiential Education for Inter-
   personal Living (by J. Diedrick Snoek; 1973)
     About the Author—Jaap Diedrick Snoek was born & raised in the Ne-    therlands, spending an important part of his childhood under German occupa-    tion. He & his family emigrated to the US in 1950. He received a doctorate in  social psychology from the Univ of Michigan. He has taught psychology at     Smith College for 10 years. This pamphlet grew out of a paper written during a  sabbatical term at Pendle Hill, reflecting encounter group experiences.

    We expect a [God sighting] of which we know nothing but the place, &     the place is called community… There is no single God’s word that can be     clearly known & advocated.  The words are clarified for us in our human situ-    ation of being turned to one another.      Martin Buber
    Man wishes to be confirmed in his being by man, & wishes to have a  presence in the being of the other… He watches for a YES which allows him to  be & which can come only from one human person to another       Martin Buber
       Hunger of Community—Everywhere I go I meet people who suffer     from a sense of loneliness, of the insufficiency of their relationships.  Young     people express it in thoroughgoing disengagement from society.  Psycholo-    gy today produces knowledge that threatens to become a tool in the control of   men instead of enhancing man’s dignity and freedom.  People need each     other.  We wish to know and be known to others in our fullness. The direction      of movement is towards [intentional communities] and increased [& deeper]     sharing of our lives. 
       Howard Brinton writes: “[For] the suburban commuter who has his busi-    ness in the city, one’s community is really the wide world, full of people with     whom he has no intimate contact.  As a result he is an unnatural human being,  because one’s body and mind have been created and conditioned to function  in small local communities. One tries through frantic, ceaseless activity to fill     the vacuum created by the absence of the kind of life one was created to     lead.”  Brinton argues that “to strengthen Meeting so as to make it in reality     an ideal community, is really more productive than some of the more com-    mon ways of seeking community involvement and action.
       Experiencing Pendle Hill helped to make me more aware of the obsta-    cles that ordinary life puts in the way [of relationships], such as the isolation of     one-family houses. Martin Buber writes: “In no case does membership in a     group necessarily involve an existential relation between one member &     another.” We need to understand more about our propensities for failure in     human relationships in order to make any proposed living arrangements work.
       From Acquaintance to Mutuality—I have come to find it useful to     think of a common dimension that characterizes all relationships: the degree     of involvement that 2 persons have with each other. 1st, there is a stage     which 2 people are aware of each other’s existence as acquaintances. It     appears we feel comfortable, or at least safer, with persons who promise by     their background & appearance to reinforce our beliefs, & uphold our values.    
       2nd, is the stage entering into a role relationship of surface-contact.      Over time, a surface contact relationship accumulates a history of more or less  gratifying outcomes, producing feelings of satisfaction with the relationship &     liking the other person.  Because interaction in surface-contact relation is    mainly of this role-bound variety, it often carries remarkably little information   about the person enacting the role.  “Slips” in performance reveal our true     selves to others, and give them greater confidence that they are beginning to     know us as persons.  
       [The drive for] efficiency, predictability, and smooth transactions, has led  to an ever greater intolerance for humanness in the performance of our daily  duties.  To be caught up for the major part of one’s day-to-day existence in     relationships at this level is an important source of feelings of dis-ease, aliena-    tion, and eventually a kind of spiritual death.
       We occasionally attain another, more satisfying level of relationship that  may sustain us through many a period of sterility.  Sharing some knowledge     about each other as persons leads to the level of mutuality which includes an     underlying attitude of affection.  If we have said “Thou” to another once, the     memory of mutuality endures & tends to transform a relationship in the direc-    tions I have here tried to describe.  Shared knowledge of another is decidedly     different from the knowledge about him. 
       They do not have to reveal themselves to each other in words; they can  also act so as to express clearly and unambiguously their conception of you-    and-me-at-this-moment.  [When you and another are faced with a less-than-    ideal situation, you may find yourself acting in concert with the other to improve  the situation, sometimes without planning it before hand]. Shared knowledge is  usually a source of affection between people.  The memory of such moments of  mutual understanding endures as a positive feeling that transcends mere liking  or satisfaction.  People sharing mutuality often show a lot of resourcefulness in  caring for each other and interact with regard for the effect of their behavior     upon the other person and upon the relationship. 
       Difficulties in Developing Mutuality—Relationships that develop at the  level of acquaintance or surface-contacts are far more likely to remain at that     level or to be abandoned altogether than they are to be deepened.  Time and     opportunity are 2 important prerequisites for forming relationships of any sort.      Who we meet, when we meet them, & how much leisure we have are all soci-    ally structured.  We must take time, invent opportunities, pursue freedom to be  ourselves and act as if nothing could be more important than persons. 
       When one in a relationship conceives a desire to deepen the relation-    ship, one says or does something not required by one’s role or situation; it is an  invitation. [The risk of invitations being rejected is minimized] by making it into  something more like a way to avoid hurting the inviters feelings; dissembling is  also used. These are ways of dealing with unacknowledged fear of rejection.   [Honesty and directness is best in invitations, including admitting a fear of     rejection]. 
       [Even with someone whom we feel dislike and hostility], when we can     speak directly and confront the other specifically with the actions or words that  aroused our discomfort, we clear the path for a deeper approach.  [A defensive  approach would be to show righteous anger [at the 1st sign of a mistake]; it  reduces the possibility of counter-attack.  [Also], it is possible to make people  feel pretty terrible by forgiving them, [& leaves them unable to be angry back].   For some, fears of being engulfed or totally absorbed in another person’s     existence raise doubts about how much closeness can be tolerated; fear     needs to  be replaced by trust. 
       Educating for Community—John MacMurray argued that we could     learn to bring our feelings into greater correspondence with the reality of our     present situation.  The intensive small group experience is the new “school”     for re-educating people’s capacity to experience themselves and each other     more fully.  I have come to look upon “the group” as a contrived community in     which participants try to create conditions under which each can grow into     greater awareness of one’s self and greater freedom and spontaneity in one’s     relations with others.
       One of the basic elements of a skillfully conducted experiential learning  group is that participants are confronted with dilemmas that cannot be ade-    quately resolved by relying on old habits. [There must be openness]. If our     awareness is limited, if our messages are censored, and our image of reality     distorted, both individual and group efforts at relationships will be impaired.      Groups need to establish trust, so that I can risk being vulnerable to potential     rejection, & instead meet with others’ willingness to let me be and an honest     response
       [It is necessary] to inhibit our natural impulses to control other people’s  expression of their awareness, & to respond with what I am feeling or thinking     rather than with what the other person wants to hear. John O. Stevens writes:     “Trust & love are my feeling responses towards another person; these re-    sponses can’t be manufactured … Honesty, however, is a behavior & some-    thing I can choose or not choose… Trust is my response to a person I know I    can believe.” True honesty pertains to what I am experiencing here & now in   what is going on between us.
       Enhancing Community Experiences—How will sharing my inner life  with a group of strangers [over] 1 or 2 weeks of encounter help me to live  a more fulfilling life with friends, family, and coworkers?  At their best, our  meetings are indeed communities of precisely the kind we need so deeply, and  laboring with each other, and extending a ministry of love are precisely the sort  of exercises needed to enhance community life. [Sharing uninterrupted, undis-    cussed answers to the question], “To what groups or persons have you be-    longed in your life? [can lead to a better understanding of one’s feelings of     belonging or not belonging]. Why do I hesitate to share of myself, to culti-    vate my memberships today?
       A Religious Perspective—At its best, the intensive small group creates  for itself a community in which each person stands in authentic relation to all     others, aware not only of who one is but also of interdependence on others.     Martin Buber writes: “Man wishes to be confirmed in his being by man, and     wishes to have a presence in the being of the other… He watches for a YES     which allows him to be & which can come only from one human person to     another.” 
       Perhaps it is only an inter-personal experience like an encounter group  that permits us to re-discover how true it is that we must be “priests to one     another.”  What we customarily take to be our “self” is largely a residue of past  experiences and relationships.  We do not discover who we are except by     continually recreating our Self in response to the present.  My experience gives  me faith that I can act so as to free you to be who-you-are, and that you can do  the same for me. Martin Buber said: “One who know how our generation has  lost true freedom, must practice directness and not depart from it until scoffers  are struck with fear, and hear in one’s voice the voice of their own suppressed  longing.
       APPENDIX: Evaluating Intensive Group Methods—The intensive  small group experience is the latest fashion in psychology. Educators view them  as textless, subjectless, teacherless courses; others view them as conspiracy,  revolution, new [humanist] faith, on par with unlicensed psychological quacke-    ry. Study findings support the general conclusion that the encounter group ex-    perience is not without its dangers, nor is it as potent an instrument for perso-     nal change as it is usually depicted. 
       In the growth-centers [that use these groups], claims are overstated,  leaders cannot be easily evaluated, and the contract between leaders and     clients provide for little or no accountability. Leaders should be able to present     credentials, attesting to their competence in the dynamics of human behavior,     training experiences, and reputation as competent facilitators.  The contract     should be explicit.  Any manipulation, exploitation, or attacking without chal-    lenge should be discussed.  If one does not feel comfortable in a group and     does not get clarification from discussing [their discomfort], chances are one     is better of leaving that particular group.  In the absence of at least the begin-    nings of trust and group cohesion, little educational benefit can be expected.  
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189.  Simplicity: A Rich Quaker’s View  (by George Terhune Peck
   1973)
       About the Author—George Peck was trained as a historian and re-    ceived his doctorate in Italian history at the University of Chicago in 1942. He     worked in the family advertising business for 20 years.  He is now teaching     medieval and Renaissance history.  He is a member of Stamford-Greenwich     Meeting.  For several years he has been chairman of the finance committee of  the New York Office of American Friends Service Committee.
      I. THE QUERY/ II. THE SOURCE—A testimony is carrying out in every-    day life a fundamental belief of the Society. Our [definition] of the simplicity     testimony was antiquarian &/or vague. NY YM asks: Do we keep moderation     & simplicity in our living standards? Do our vocations provide construc-    tive, beneficial service?
       NY YM advises: Be mindful of your conduct & conversation. Be respon-    sible for using and disposing of possessions.  Have integrity in living & inspect     your temporal affairs. We really had not given the testimony much attention.     Anyone who presumes to advise [about simplicity] on the basis of his own     experience falls into spiritual pride & can cause great damage. [In this es-    say], I run the risk of falling into such error.
       The source of the simplicity testimony is the light. Revelation or religious  experience is continuous, universal and individual. When we realize that God is  [and have some idea what God is], we have the urge to spread the good news  and add attributes to God from our experience.  Joel Goldsmith says: “This you  will experience for yourself, not by believing me and not by accepting my word  … Spiritual experience can come only through your own realization.”  I have   become convinced that the realization of the presence of God is one of the     most common universal of human experiences from [ancient times to now].     Blaming the complexities and pressures of our civilization for our problems is a   blind alley and an escape.
       The 1st step in the simple life is to turn to God.  I do it for short times  every day. I start with a Biblical phrase. The Christian tradition is very dear to     me. It does not bother me that Christians are often hypocrites and sinners (am  I not one too?).  Nor does it bother me that the word “Christian” for some [is     only a word referring] to a type of country club or boys’ camp. These friends     must [look elsewhere for inspiration].
       So far in my morning meditation, I'm only in the willful human stage. So,  that is that, and I turn to the usual activities, not with guilt but in dryness. Ever     more frequently, the willful human stage of meditation is replaced by a suffu-    sion  of divinity. I hear the music of the spheres. I understand Fox’s “wait in the    Light for Power to remove the earthly part … that with the Light your minds may  be kept up to God, who is pure, and in it you may all have unity in the Light.” 
       [I have rediscovered the guardian angel of my childhood].  He improves   my dream life no end; in my dreams I have seen God. [I have had dreams of   jails vanishing and flying free after a feeling of power, and dreams of the cry of   an anguished creature modulating to a thin and lovely, gentle and sensitive     melody]. One really knows God only when one begins to dream of God. Other-    wise, it is still a willful experience.
       Freud did not realize the presence of God; [it was all superego]. In the  1890’s most religious expression was full of talk of duty, conscience, guilt, and     the like. Freud rightly condemned it, [for pure] duty doesn't work. Duty rests on  the force of domination and not on the power of love. Bullying one’s psyche     about in the name of what one thinks is right is only useless but dangerous.      [The idea of the] “duty” of serving God is [born of the image of the God of wrath,  a sort of deification of fear. 
       The value of nightly prayers is that they bring the conscious & uncon-    scious life closer together in God’s love. On some nights and in meeting for  worship, I am assisted by the group of Friends there. The experience of spiri-    tual unity with the group has become almost a weekly occurrence. The spirit is  abroad in our meeting, and in others I have visited in America and Britain. I     find myself suddenly close to total strangers because the spirit is in both of us.
       III. GOD’S WILL/ IV. TIMEWhat is God’s will for me? Who, me? If     anyone presumes that they are acting out God’s will, we shy away; it smacks of  fanaticism. Few people are struck by the bolt from the blue [like the apostle     Paul]. To me, turning to God is gradual, accompanied by gradual growth in     spiritual power. Much of the dryness & frustration of middle age seems to result  from achieved goals that were too limited & limiting, & for which adequate     replacements haven’t been found. When we turn to God in worship, are our  goals consonant with what we know of the Light? The best starting point    is our present behavior, for these express our true beliefs, no matter what is     claimed. For me how I go is as important as where I go, & I believe I must be     led by love and not by force.
       How do we use the time of this life? When we say “I just don’t have     the time,” we are kidding ourselves. If we are really led to do something, we    find time for it. The last 50 years has been different from other periods in its at-   titude toward time. My life is too full of external stimuli, of mere busyness. If     conversation is to be more than regurgitated newsprint, external stimuli have to  be absorbed into one’s own experience. Reducing the stimuli from the outside  world doesn't imply retiring from social concern, but rather placing it in the con-    text of worship.
       Most of our days are spent at work, and it is primarily in this area that     we contribute to [others’] lives. Christianity saw the complete equality of all oc-    cupations in God's eyes.  The early Quakers accepted this & demonstrated it    by keeping their hats on in the presence of the mighty. Do we accept the   equality of occupations as fully now as did early Quakers?   Do we still   respect or disrespect people just for what they do? 
       The common quality of all occupations is that they provide a service to     men and a living for the performer of the service. Sometimes Quakers have     been highly rewarded; sometimes they have not been rewarded at all. What     seems important to me is not what a person does, but how one does it. [Is     one passionate or passing the time?      Is one working for the betterment  of their clients or their bank accounts?      Am I building something        lasting and not building frustration and resentment?]
       We may find that our work doesn’t fully express our desire to be of ser-    vice to be of service to others. [We may do service connected to our worship     community]. We may find that with all of this, we haven’t kept enough time for     our families. We are brought up sharp when we realize some family members     have been neglected. Would we have troubles with our children if we     played with them more?      Have we saved time for our friends? [Rather    than competitive sports], I imagine Jesus camping, climbing, fishing, hoeing a     garden, or observing birds. These activities are contemplative & enjoyable, &   in keeping with my experience of worship. It isn’t easy to be present where     you are and to turn with spontaneous joy to each new activity.  But it is the es-    sence of the simple life.
       V. MONEY—How we spend our money is nearly as important as how     we spend our time; the 2 are related. 18th century Quaker overseers did very     frank probes of how Friends made & spent their money. Quaker bankers of     that period were patronized because they could be trusted. Simple business     honesty was apparently that rare. We wouldn’t submit to inquiries into our     economic activities today. How do our economic activities square with     what we know of God’s will? The tool of money has been elevated to the     position of being a good in itself.
       Then, there is the prudery connected with our views of money; we don’t  talk about how much we make. [We have numerous euphemisms or weasel     words to avoid admitting we are rich].  Euphemism has a firm & largely unre-    cognized grasp on economics, whether we are talking about richness or     poverty.  [Those of us who grew up during the Depression] and have the fear     of poverty burnt into our souls, spent the next 30 years in exorcizing the devil     of poverty by creating the affluent society. Young people laugh at our fear of     poverty.
       The fact is that we are affluent.  We can afford to address poverty and  the environment.  Though we have made little progress in these areas as yet,     we do envision them as goals. When we explore our personal spending, we     find that they are all tainted. People buy locks, guns, police departments,     armies out of fear. People buy useless things, and “replace” things that do     not yet need to be replaced. I look to Woolman as a good economic guide. I     respect his refusal to pay for the products of cruelty and brutal exploitation. I     do not share his belief in lack.  He assumed that production was either so limi-    ted or so demanding of time and energy that consumption must be confined to  the essentials.  If we look at production without guilt or fear, we see abun-    dance on all sides.
       VI. FOOD, SHELTER AND CLOTHING—In my life it is my choice, my     economic vote that is my responsibility. Food, clothing & shelter make up the     largest single group of expenditures in the family budget. For me the claims of     beauty are as great as the claims of utility. We all have to eat, but we don’t have  to make eating unpleasant. When my family sits down to dinner, we use a mo-    ment to be grateful for: the gifts given us; togetherness & health; food lovingly   prepared; & fruits of the garden. Sometimes while working in the garden I feel   like Antaeus, who gained strength every time he touched the ground his mo-   ther Earth. I can accept that others enjoy raising & killing animals … that God    made us hunters, herders, & fisherman.
       I don’t think that the use of alcohol or tobacco is detrimental to the body  or mind—only the misuse. The Puritan dichotomy of total abstinence or immo-    derate abuse has done a great deal of harm in this country. Moderation,  not   abstinence is the answer. The Chinese, the ancient Jewish & the Italian have    solved the problem of alcoholism. These people enjoyed the God-given fruits    of the earth in moderation & by social pressure severely condemned excess.     
       As for tobacco, not even the Surgeon General condemns the Indian     pipe of peace. And I have as little use for aspirin as for heroin. I feel that Fox     and I are close together in our attitudes toward clothing. Many Friends today     dress in a modern counterpart of his simple durable clothes of good quality,     in the long run the cheapest way. Fortunately our highly developed clothing     industry permits individual expression at bargain rates.
      My home & other homes of Friends are beautiful places, with symmetry,    interplay of color, views of nature, marks of use, welcoming openness. Most     Friends have outgrown that bane which is the collection of things. I find myself  being very careful about purchasing tools & machines [to avoid buying things     that aren’t really needed]. I think of our house as a lovely, but temporary,     expression of the family’s way of life. Jesus didn’t want us to be improvident     when he told us to consider the lilies of the field.  But he didn’t want us to be      tyrannized by things.
       VII. EDUCATION AND OTHER ITEMS—Education is an expense I     would like to see grow, for to provide for ourselves & our children with an exci-    ting and joyful education is truly to lay up a treasure in heaven. [Learning a     language, cultivating a passion for] biology, music, expression, literature, histo-    ry, or numbers—these gifts we carry through life, in prison poverty lone-   liness. Yet how niggardly is our society with its expenditures for education. It    is not that we do not know the needs of education. The education of 2 children   takes up about 1/5 of our family budget, and I wish it were more. 
       Travel is the next significant expense down the line. I look forward to this  one coming down as I grow.  As the inhumanity of air travel increases, perhaps  we will be more content to quietly cultivate our gardens among old friends and  companions. [As far as taxes are concerned], I wish I could pay more to our     financially starved cities and states, [and much less to federal taxes for war].     Our doctors’ bills are not much more than the medical insurance, that tax levied   by the most effective trade union in all history. [Charity is all too small a portion   of total expenses]. A Contingency fund is important, as is not to have to plan     closely down to the last dollar. I look forward to the time when I will be less and  less dependent on things.  Like most people, I have far to go.
       VIII. SPEECH—Honest and clear speech has always been a Quaker     ideal; avoiding inflation is a basic need. Dante placed the flatterers deep     down in hell, deeper than the carnal, the violent, the seducers.  Using status     symbols in speech was and is one of the most insidious forms of flattery.  The     custom of avoiding titles has survived among almost all Quakers. [It is important  that plain direct speech not be used as an aggressive weapon. It rarely helps     to have our illusions insensitively publicized. When we are exchanging ideas     and feelings, we have to be inspired by love, respect others genuinely, & have     faith in their ability to face truth.
       Euphemism reigns happily in many areas. It takes courage to face old     age and death, especially one’s own, but we make fools of ourselves when we  try to hide from it. [Military action, prisons and truth in advertising are buried     under an avalanche of euphemism].  Close to euphemism is the use of lan-    guage as a smoke screen for our true thoughts, [especially in the use of tech-     nical language]. In the presence of God one gradually outgrows the need for     pretense; it is just too silly. It is easy for me to visualize a truly Godly person    who is also [lovingly] funny in delivering unexpected insights from being in    God’s  presence.   
       IX. THE FULLNESS OF TIME—The conclusions which I am trying to  reach are good mainly for me. Would it not be useful for each Friend to have  one’s own idea of simplicity?      How do I stand in the Light?      What is  God’s will for me?      How did I spend my time in this [pick period]?       Do I do my job in a Godly way?      What extra service can I [do I] do?          How do I find re-creation?      Do I spend money to get what I really need?   What are my favorite ways of avoiding truth in speech? When the full-    ness of my time comes, I pray that my mind & life may be so clarified & sim-    plified that I easily step over the life/death boundary in the presence of God.   


190. Memories and Meditations of a Workcamper (by David S. 
   Richie; 1973) 
       About the Author—David Richie may be [one of] the last Americans to  retire in the house where his life began, in 1908 in Moorestown, New Jersey. In  1934 the American Friends Service Committee (AFSC) sponsored the 1st  American workcamp. David Richie & his soon-wife, Mary Wright of Norristown     worked there. After directing camps in several later summers, David Richie     invented weekend workcamp. In weekend workcamps, the leadership & com-     munity relations were ongoing; the personnel constantly changes. It has been     David’s great gift to be able to center the whole experience in a very practical &  dauntless love.       MILDRED BINNS YOUNG
       You can count the seeds in an apple, but you cannot count the apples in a seed.”                                       
       I. HOW IT ALL BEGAN—[If the thoughts that follow] carry any meaning  & challenge to others, I can only be glad. A loving father & mother got me star-    ted, & 3 lively brothers with whom I rubbed off some of the rough spots. At     Christmas we stuffed stockings, & went to the Bedford Street Mission to give     stockings & serve turkey dinner. It made me vividly aware that all wasn’t right     with the world, & how lucky I was. I had other exposures to the realities of our     cruelly unequal & unjust society. Most happy was a summer living & working   [with unemployed men] on a Quaker farm which produced & canned food for     2 North Philadelphia breadlines. We Quakers were asked to arbitrate dis-     pute over distribution, which we listened to, and then offered a compromise     at 2 am.     
       There had been volunteer workcamps in Europe since 1921, inspired by  Pierre Ceresole. The AFSC, in 1934, sought to provide educational opportunity  for pacifist & non-pacifists students to better understand economic & social     injustices which cause violence, & the plight of human beings trapped by in-    justice. Hard & healthy physical work & joyous, though rugged camp living     made a great impact. That & a spirited, black-haired, bright-eyed young woman.  On the camp’s last night, I asked her to be my wife, which she became on a     rainy June 8th, 1935.  
       Mary & I were called from our honeymoon to help cope with the crisis     that resulted when the Hosiery Workers Union realized the workcamp group     was inter-racial & we had to renovate & stay at the Stephen Decatur Man-    sion ruins. The 2nd summer camp was held at Bedford Street Center on Kater     Street. The next summer, 1936, the AFSC asked us to lead the 1st workcamp  for high school girls. The camp was at the Tunesassa Friends Indian Boarding     School, where we painted & did rehab on the buildings.
       In 1937, we visited Wilmer & Mildred Young at the Delta Cooperative  Farm near Clarksdale, MS.  In 1938, I joined the AFSC workcamp there,     clearing land & building a bridge across a swamp. In 1940, Mary and I were     drawn back to the urban scene, this time to Reading, PA build a playground &     to help students understand union-management issues in the hosiery     industry. 
       In 1942, one of the hosiery workers invited us to bring a work-camp to     help build a coop at Twin Pines Homestead Community. I told the Draft Board     that I felt “called” to continue the weekend workcamps, and would refuse any     other service, no matter how constructive. I felt that accepting even alternative  service would be accepting conscriptive service. The testimony of a returned  war veteran as to my sincerity moved the Board to stretch the law and classify  me as a minister, which I was not.
       A meditation came to Mary & I about how Simon of Cyrene reacted to     having to carry Jesus’ cross. For the most part it was no big deal, until: “I sud-    denly saw something else. I’d made his journey easier, but it was a journey to     his death. By doing the soldier’s command, I had helped to crucify him.” [Later     I performed a service for an arrested Lutheran minister that led to the head-    lines]: “Quaker Bails Out Draft Dodger with Defense Bonds.”
       II. WEEKEND WORKCAMPING—In 1940, after the 1st Reading camp,  my once-in-a-lifetime idea dawned—weekend workcamp, organized to attract  less socially conscious young people and helping them to grow in awareness  and commitment to social justice and brotherhood through work that is “love     made visible,” crowded into a weekend. [Wilmer Young was very impressed     with the idea]. Miss Claudia Grant, director of Wharton Settlement in North    Philadelphia welcomed the 1st weekend workcamp to the nursery school; the     1st campers were veteran summer volunteers. The stream of volinteers ebbed    and flowed but never stopped.
       It later led one former Dutch volunteer to move in with a mentally chal-    lenged mother of 5 in Australia, to ease the family’s burden, & to become radi-     antly happy in the process. Another foreign volunteer said: “The purpose of     workcamp is to weave the web of the social work net stronger so that no one     will fall through.” A tough, local, gum-chewing teenager joined our 1943 High     School Farm Labor Camp, went to Friends College and eventually became     director of a municipal center.  Marriages resulted from workcamp. I am sure     that having a deep joint concern for others is one of the best assurances  that a  marriage will be a lasting one.
       [We would work in the homes of difficult children with amazing results;     we would help a sober alcoholic fix up his house. I invited a big, menacing teen   ager to break up wooden boxes for his own firewood, & turned his sullen dis-    belief into pride when the wood was delivered to his house. He eagerly did the  same work for the next 4 weeks. We worked with a] family whose 2 boys were    going to be taken away for burning down a nearby house after a beating from    their drunken father. 
       I doubt if that family was ever happier than those weekends we worked  together fixing their home. Once we struggled to lay 100 yards of pipe for     running water all in 1 weekend. The supervising plumber said, “I couldn’t get     anyone to work that hard for love nor money.”  A camper digging the ditch     replied: “Most likely you never tried love.”  OUR WEEKEND WORK PRAYER:     May the Will of God be done by us./ May the Love of God be shared by us./     May the sons of God be served by us./ May this be our honest prayer each     day./ To work in love is our way to pray.
       III. QUOTES FROM MY POLISH LOG—In February, 1946, I was sud-    denly asked by AFSC to go overseas to organize workcamps in Poland. They     said: “Friends need you to do what you deeply believe in.” Someone [highly]     qualified was found to help with the weekend workcamps at home. God works     in wondrous ways when we allow ourselves to be used. 
       I wrote: “I must really test out preaching about loving and helping others  to see if I can still believe in it, even when the going gets tough … All about are  evidences of man’s search in the darkness for the secrets of physical life and     laws … The results have been astounding to anyone with even half a mind to     be grateful. Have we tried as hard to bring our purposes and practices into  harmony with the universe’s spiritual laws [as we have with its physical     laws]?       When will we clarify our purpose, discipline our selfishness,     and wholeheartedly love the Good … and obey the law of love?”
      “Rad Kossowski, a Polish refugee returning from 7 years of exile in Ca-   nada poured out a most moving account of years in Russian prison camps,        and the ordeal during the German occupation … I must never blame anyone     for whatever reaction they make to such brutality, or for their infliction of bru-      tality on others when manipulated by the coercion and propaganda of warped     minds.” [We arrived in Gdansk harbor, and the ship was in danger of being     ransacked.  In my broken English I persuaded the looters to leave the chil-    dren’s clothes we had brought and even return what they had already taken].
       “Instead of workcamps, I was assigned instead to truck-driving, delive-    ring relief supplies. At the end of each day’s run, the children too old to get     relief rations planted and cultivated a garden with me. They were rewarded by     all the Quaker cocoa they could drink and bread covered with peanut butter;     I was rewarded with their friendship. The identification bracelet my wife had     given me on departure said on the visible side “Bóg Jest Milość,” “God is     love.” It helped disarm hostility, bring cordial welcome, and make young     friends.”  [Could a group of young idealists, some disillusioned, some     skeptical about God, some deeply religious], make a significant dent?     “There was hardly any crisis to challenge my basic faith.  I long for the day     when my work is such an eloquent act of worship that those lives I touch are     really touched.
      IV. FINLAND“[In November, 1946, I went to Finland] with a sense it     would be wrong for me not to go, rather than a clear sense of calling. [I have     failed] to live close enough to the Source to know clearly what is right for me to  do. I know the discovering this Source is what the world needs. I prayed to     Jesus: ‘Strengthen my resolve not to speak, not to act, not to fall asleep, until it  is right that I should—thoroughly right because I too, have drunk deep with thee  of the beauty and the love and the yearning and suffering of this spirit-filled     universe.”
       [How do I evaluate the past 3 months in Finland: emotional joyride; es-    cape from reality; an actual experience of Reality? An amazing number of     young people have rallied round the weekend workcamps, and have felt them-    selves drawn into a more unselfish, loving, happier fellowship than any of us     have ever experienced before. After inviting Russian students to join them next  time, a student said: “Who has once been truly happy wants to lead everyone    to happiness. He is glad to give his most precious treasures.” 
       It was a far cry from the American “Rubbing their faces in the dirt” ap-    proach of our workcamps. I persuaded one group of workcampers to experi-    ment with the value of an early morning “quiet time.” At least a beautiful and  holy love has been aroused and where that will lead I guess we can trust to the  Source of that love.  In their silent searching and the love of God they will be  rightly led. A Finnish friend lovingly criticized me, saying, “David, your camps  have been too much David-centered and not enough Christ-centered.” 
       There is nothing more significant I can contribute to the peace of Europe  than what I contributed to the strengthening of the [intra-European] workcamp  movement. It in turn contributed: a witness against war and for social justice &     brotherhood economics; an incarnation of the democratic spirit; affirmation of     the religious hypothesis as the only hypothesis [that addresses the other con-   tributions].
       Sampa Tolsa wrote an interpretation of work-camping the following  Christmas:  “Our comradeship in the workcamps has brought the ultimate     melody of our existence to come near to me … Each of us has been given the     unique talent to make God live, by our every deed and doing which we perform  unconditioned and without reservation as a natural act of our heart ... Do not  keep your candle covered. Do not be shy to love. You have been given the     potential to shine as a Christmas candle all the way through.”
       V.  LUCIMIA AND THE POISON OF HATRED—“More than a year after  I had left home, the Polish workcamp I had hoped to set up on arrival, became  a reality on the Vistula riverbanks south of Warszawa in July 1947. [I man-    aged to] produce a collection of 19 volunteers from Polish universities, to be     joined later by Swiss and English campers. We were located near the com-    pletely destroyed village of Lucimia. We built a barrack school and 6 homes    for war widows. We organized a youth club, a medical clinic, & a 10-class out-    door school. The community was generous with food and  labor.”   
       “We had crisis involving Polish Communists and Germans.  One of our     campers and “co-leaders-in-training” [persuaded & charmed] the Polish Com-    munist officer to provide us with supplies for our outdoor school. I suggested     that they invite a German Catholic to visit the camp, but feeling in the camp     against Germans was still too bitter.  One camper did meet with the priest     months later and had “a lot to tell.”
       “When I stopped at the Freundschaftsheim of the German pacifist,  Wilhelm Mensching, his daughter Hanna asked me for the name of a possible     Polish pen pal. [She received an understandably bitter reply from the person I     suggested.  That same person, Wanda, became the 1st Polish staff member in  the Freundschaftsheim family. At a German workcamp I met Anneke from     Holland. [At 1st she physically & emotionally] had trouble associating with the     other campers. By the time I had arrived she had gotten the poison of hatred     out of her system as well.”
       [As I was riding in a car] down a quiet rural road, we caught up with a     young boy on a boy’s sized bicycle. I was gripped by a powerful urge … to  jump out & strangle that boy. I shook physically for seconds afterward. I had     been conditioned, poisoned, by the Poles’ agonies that I had only “witnessed”    2nd-hand. [I later protested that no one seemed to care what had happened in  Poland, & no one had apologized]. Just before I left, one of them addressed     me in the company of the others: “David … we don’t think you meant that you     wanted us to say we were sorry. It is much too terrible for that. We think that     … [we must] get right with God, & then do what that requires of us.” A crippled     ex-Nazi quoted Meister Eckhardt: “A joyful heart filled with love is everywhere    at home.” 
       VI. THE WORLD A FRIENDLY HOME—The AFSC asked me to return     to Europe for the summer of 1948 to provide leadership “from alongside” in     Poland, Finland, and Germany.  Most likely as a direct result of re-arming of     West Germany in 1949, Quakers weren't allowed to hold more workcamps in    Poland.  I was work-camping in Finland when the Korean War broke out in     1950.  Fortunately, total darkness has not yet come, though the awful war in     Vietnam  has brought us perilously close to it.  In Germany I asked a French      workcamper why he had come. His answer amazed me: “To be among hope-      ful people.”
      My German interpreter said: “You don't know how long I have prayed for  an American who believes as you do.”  In 1957, I was asked to serve as co-    leader of a Finnish camp in Lapland helping isolated refugee families clearing     land and building barns. In the fall of 1957 I was given the opportunity to fly to     India to visit 11 very different workcamps. I tried to change the undemocratic     and poorly planned aspects of most of the camps.  Fortunately for me enough     Friends know that “the whole world is a friendly home,” to support me in kee-    ping the weekend workcamps operating for more than 3 decades.  They have     financed splendid youthful leadership, both black and white, which provided 2     camps on most weekends and even 3 on some weekends.
       “We can find a basis for peace and fellowship with the Russian people.    This does not mean we must trust people we know we cannot trust. It does     mean that we must try to love people whom we think we cannot trust and trust     God. “Our hope for a better future is not based on our doing, or not doing,     this or that. It is based on the revelation of God’s Eternal Love in the life and     crucifixion of Jesus Christ.  Christ loved like that because God loves like that.     God’s love in Christ, Christ’s love in us—here is our ultimate hope.”
       VII. AFRICA/ VIII.  THE SPIRIT IN THE GARDEN--—The 1st of 6 won-   der-filled tours of Africa came in 1960, promoting and participating in multi-    racial work-camps, even in South Africa. [When I found out that the subject I     was speaking on] was “Quakerism & Prejudice,” I meditated on it and came up  with the insight:  “We are all inescapably prejudiced! We must always base     our attitudes and actions on our previous experience without knowing, there-    fore pre-judging results. We need to broaden our experience, through work-    camps, and deepen it, if the results of our actions are to be helpful.
       [In South Africa, there was a minister who invited a black choir into their  white church in spite of resignations and threats, and a minister who gave up     their pulpit in a large, all white church to start a new, mixed race church. I had  an all white Afrikaner workcamp play volleyball with black converts, and invite     them to their camp worship service. I said to another white Afrikaner group       that I did come to preach the good news of young people of all nations, races     and colors of skin, working together in workcamps for world peace and justice.
       Just about the only way that we in America can help the non-white  majority in South Africa is to make our own America an inspiring example of a     just and democratic multi-racial society achieved non-violently. Arnold Toynbee  said: “In the next 25 years the extremely privileged white minority will decide     whether to try to defend their privilege by force, or to care and share enough     with the colored majority to wipe out world poverty.”
       In poverty-stricken Lesotho I felt deeply the suspicion, if not the hatred,  on the part of black student campers toward the white volunteers. Only in the     2nd week did we begin to become a united workcamp, and begin to compre-    hend what is required of each of us to make a success of our voyage on our     one and only spaceship, earth. God’s will is to live in closest possible coopera-    tion and harmony with all God’s creatures and all God’s creation. Is it any     wonder that I lost a good fraction of my heart to those brave souls, whatever     their color of skin, who are pioneering in Southern Africa toward the King-    dom of God on earth?
           The suffering that Jesus took upon himself was suffering that resulted from man’s animalistic selfishness, his callous exploitation of his fellows, his ruthless violence. Jesus could rightly pray, “Father, forgive them for they know not what they do.”  This suffering continues today and much more needlessly. We should know better.  Regardless of what others do, each of us can be stripped and purified of at least a fraction of our animal selfishness by exposing ourselves to God’s love as revealed in Jesus. Thus we can become usable, thus we can each have a share in building the city that has lain too long a dream … this I have come to know in workcamp.
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191. Feminine aspects of divinity (by Erminie Huntress Lantero; 
   1973)
       “In Divine Science we have not as much authority for considering God  masculine, as we have for considering Him feminine, for Love imparts the     clearest idea of Deity” (Mary Baker Eddy)
      “I am thy bride [Wisdom tells him] & thy longing after my power is my  drawing to myself. I sit on my throne, but thou knowest me not.  I am in thee,     but thy body is not in me . . . I am the light of the mind” (Jacob Boehme).
      For she is a reflection of eternal light/, a spotless mirror of the working     of God/, and an image of his goodness./ Though she is but one, she can do all  things/ and while remaining in herself, she renews all things/ In every gene-     ration she passes into holy souls/ and makes them friends of God and pro-   phets… (Wisdom of Solomon).

       About the Author—Ermine Huntress Lantero spent 4 years at Pendle     Hill (1938-1942) as librarian & 1st editor of Inward Light. She taught Bible and     religion at Wellesley and Sweet Briar.  She is preparing books:  Space, Time,     and Deity: A Pilgrimage through Science Fiction and …Fantasy; & The Femi-    nine Aspects of Divinity.
       The Divine Image—In recent years there has been growing recognition  that religious language of the Judeo-Christian tradition is over-weighted with     masculine symbolism, a [result of] patriarchal domination.  “He” is at least better  than “it.”  Mother Ann Lee (1736-1784) and Mary Baker Eddy were early signs     of feminine rebellion.  Mary Baker Eddy said:  “In Divine Science we have not     as much authority for considering God masculine, as we have for considering     Him feminine, for Love imparts the clearest idea of Deity.”  We find her ba-    lanced view of a Father-Mother God right and valuable. 
       Masculine symbols are dominant & male theologians have frozen them  into patterns of abstraction; but the feminine images are also there, awaiting     fuller appreciation which we were not ready for till now. In the Genesis 1:27     verse about creating “man” in God’s image, “male & female” is parallelism, not     a change of subject. While individuals belong to one sex or the other, we are     androgynous in the sense of having both male and female hormones, as well     as potential character traits traditionally associated with both sexes.  That a     solitary male God should claim to be a Father who begot a Son, strikes the     primitives and Far-Eastern cultures as nonsense.
       Quakers were in a position to know that God was Spirit. In the Friends  lifestyle, a rare degree of equality between men & women was insured by their  realistic acknowledgment of “that of God” in every human. The Inward Light, a  reality present to their individual & collective experience, was no more mascu-    line than feminine.
       The Contra-sexual Balance—Archaeology shows that from the Medi-    terranean lands to the Indus Valley, the ultimate source of life was felt to be  maternal. The maternal principle was personified as a single Great Mother or     several goddesses with specialized roles. The male spouse was usually sub-    ordinate to Heaven's Queen.  There were triune goddesses representing sta-    ges of feminine life as the Maiden, the Mother, & the aging Hag-Witch.  In the  Greco-Roman period, mystery religions were part of the syncretism of the     goddesses.
       Moses and the Hebrews carried on a heroic struggle to depose the god  Baal and the goddess Astarte in all forms.  But they acknowledged a polarity of  gender or “contra-sexuality” on the transcendental level in other ways.  In the  Genesis creation story, sexuality and fertility are not His attributes but his     inventions.  Nature is separated off from God and made available for man’s use  according to Divine command, even for man’s dominion.  Some Old Testament  (OT) scholars see this story as a radical secularization of the earth; reduced     to a  mere creature, deprived of holiness.  [It has been misinterpreted this way,  ignoring] passages that instill reverence and a sense of stewardship; the earth  is holy, though in a way that is entirely new. 
       Sometimes God commands; at other times God’s creation by word and  earth’s bringing forth seem to constitute a joint creative act.  In the tragedy of     Adam and Eve, is the serpent really the devil, or something less sinister?   [Does God] feel Himself threatened by their curiosity and lèse-majesté     (violating royal rights)?  The prophets speak of Israel as a son of Yahweh, but  at more length as His unfaithful bride.  The God of the Creation story (written in  the post-exilic period), this god of incomparable power, beauty & grace,is out  to redeem not only Israel but all the world through Israel.  Isaiah speaks of Israel  the masculine servant, and of Mother Jerusalem.  [On the return from exile,  suddenly] it is God who plays the mother role.  “As one whom his mother com-    forts, so I will comfort you; you shall be comforted in Jerusalem” (Isaiah  66:12f).
       Sophia, the friend of Man—Wisdom books, [both biblical and apocry-    phal], are as a rule ascribed to Solomon, but they are collections from many     sources over many centuries.  Job and Ecclesiastes are also wisdom literature,  protests against the complacent optimism of more orthodox teachers. “Wisdom”  in Proverbs covers: folk wisdom; skill or cunning; prudent maxims; moral     maxims; wise rule; of insight and understanding.  According to Proverbs 8:22,     Wisdom is a created entity, first of God’s creatures, who assisted in the rest of     creation.  [Was Wisdom a master workman, advising God, and delighting i    n the results of Creation? Or was she a daughter, laughing and playing     before God like a child?  Proverb 8:30 can be read either way. 
       She is a teacher & counselor, with affectionate concern for humankind,     the tireless instructor who teaches man how to live. “The fear [reverent awe] of  the Lord is the beginning of wisdom” (Prov. 9:10). In Greek, Wisdom becomes  Sophia.  The Torah was personified by later writers as God’s feminine consul-    tant at the Creation.  In the New Testament (NT), she is equated with the Logos,  which is Christ and loses her feminine identity.
       Jacob Boehme (1575-1624) was both mystic and philosopher.  In his     reconstruction of the inner evolution of God-universe-man, the heavenly Virgin  Sophia plays many different roles:  empty mirror of the abyss; Mother of God;  Divine Imagination; model of the universe; Eternal Nature; man’s heavenly     genius, bride of the soul, mother of the reborn.  She knocks inwardly at the     door of man’s soul, or “hovers outwardly before him” in the beautiful or awe-in-    spiring aspects of the natural world, awaiting his acceptance of her as both     Bride and Mother. 
            [The Shaker Mother Ann Lee was seen as manifesting God] “as the     Eternal Mother & Wisdom.” Vladimir Soloviev (1853-1900) was perhaps     Russia’s most outstanding philosopher. His metaphysics as well as his religious  endeavors were rooted in 3 Sophia visions. Thereafter Soloviev devoted his life  to restoration of this fallen world to the transcendent state of unity that God     intended, starting with Eastern Orthodoxy & Roman Catholicism.   
       
       “At last I realized that the Holy Spirit is the Mother Heart of the Holy     Trinity. . . For every yearning, God has made provision for its satisfaction. . .      Every Christian should have the mother love of the Holy Comforter” (Gene-    vieve Parkhurst).
       The Holy Spirit as Mother—The OT Spirit of God is grammatically but  not noticeably feminine.  It has been Wisdom that unifies the world.  [Using     Spirit of God in the creation story] is justifiable whatever the original writer     meant, since it was understood throughout our era as meaning that Spirit     which was involved in the creation and could be taken poetically as feminine.      The Hebrew verb translated as “was moving” [could be translated “hovered”     or “brooded” [like a] mother bird over her cosmic egg.  In the NT, the Spirit     uses the form of a dove, which had long been the bird of the Mother-Goddess.
       [Over the years] the Spirit is transmuted by the alchemy of a unique     series of historic experiences from a broad cosmic principle to a specific dyna-    mic associated with Christ.  Christ promised to send a Counselor or Spirit of     Truth.  In the NT the Spirit is masculine where it is personal at all.  Only in fringe  sects whose writings are mostly lost was the Spirit still thought of as feminine.   In any case the all-masculine Trinity became dogma.  Genevieve Parkhurst   said: At last I realized that the Holy Spirit is the Mother Heart of the Holy     Trinity. . .  Every Christian should have the mother love of the Holy Comforter.” 
       Mary as Mediator—The most obvious & effective way in which Chris-     tendom reinstated the Divine Mother was in the veneration of the Virgin Mary.     The exaltation of Mary did not get under way immediately. Both Mary & the     Church were seen as the 2nd Eve, who by their obedience undid the disobe-    dience of the 1st Eve. The belief in her perpetual virginity, her bodily Assump-    tion into heaven, & her exaltation all began in the 5th century.  
       When theologians removed Christ from the sphere of human feeling,     whatever understanding, compassion, maternal tenderness, etc. the common     folk once found in Jesus of Nazareth, they now had to find in Mary.  She was     seen as [devoted to those who were devoted to her].  Around the 15th century,     Mary’s Immaculate Conception was introduced; i.e. she was miraculously freed  from the otherwise universal taint of original sin by the retroactive grace of her  Son.  [New doctrines like this] were gradually made explicit as the Spirit led the  Church into all truth. 
       In the last 150 years there have been a number of “apparitions” of Mary,   leading to forms of devotion that Rome after initial resistance & careful in-    vestigation found it wise to approve. [Not only] children, but highly educated     Catholics had profound experiences with Mary. Theologians & common folk     agree that she plays a needed mediatorial role between alienated souls & the     God they find so hard to approach directly; rather than a goddess, she is a     divinized human, the first who totally received him in faith & was transformed     by him. Mary can lead us to God because she is not God.  [However much     closer she is to God], she is still on our side of the fence. 
       The Shekinah as Presence in Exile—In the first few centuries A.D.,  Aramaic versions of the OT introduced the word “Shekinah” (literally “indwel-    ling), as the feminine mediating principle between God and man.  The Jeru-    salem temple was built to be her permanent home.  After the 2nd temple was     destroyed in 70 A.D., she appeared in Babylonian temples, and made herself     heard as a bell.  She rested on [all worthy souls] and worthy married couples.      She came to be identified with the ideal Israel, the faithful Community which     awaited redemption, as “a wifely and motherly, passionate and compassio-    nate female divinity.”
       Shekinah is God's 10th attribute in Kabbalism’s Zohar: the Kingdom,     the mystical Community, the Bride.  Due to a primordial Fall long before Adam,  the Shekinah is in exile while the world lasts.  The exile of the Shekinah is a     genuine symbol of the “broken” state of things in the realm of divine potenti-    alities.”  Any true marriage, according to the Kabbalah, becomes a symbolic     realization of the love between the King and His Shekinah; it helps to heal the     wounded heart of God. 
       Comfort, Life, And Fire of Love—Sophia, Spirit and Shekinah may be  seen as somewhat different but overlapping bands of the total spectrum of     Divinity as immanent in the universe and in man; all three are closely related to  the Quaker Inward Light.  [As one opens one’s self to a dialogue with one’s     dream symbols, what were once highly personal figures may allow universal     symbols to break through with a sensing of divinity; fantasy may be intensified     into genuine vision. 
       Athena is the Greek equivalent of Sophia; being better known to our  culture and portrayed in art, she is more available to pictorial imagination.      “Comforter,” in the Latin is literally Strengthener; it can suggest anything from a  soft maternal bed quilt to Luther’s ruggedly masculine “mighty fortress.”  God     is One in all the aspects [I have used here]. God has been & is as much a    matter of vivid first-hand experience as any encounter with a specific aspect.   The  Inward Lights leading into unity would make no sense whatever unless     God were a unity.  God graciously expresses Himself in whatever aspects are   necessary to enable us to apprehend Him, through all our ages of cultural      change.  There is an element of paradox here, but no contradiction. 
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192. Dialogue with the Other: Martin Buber & the Quaker Experience 
   (by Janet  E. Schroeder; 1973) 
            About the Author—Janet Schroeder believes that "religion is all of life."  The immediacy  & warmth of her pamphlet is an expression of this. She & her     husband have been part of Bryn Gweled Homestead, an intentional, inter-racial  community in Bucks County. She continues to study whenever courses speak  to a "Way of Life"; she took Maurice Friedman's courses on Martin Buber. A    class in Inter-religious Dialog sparked the present pamphlet. 
       I—While the the new synagogue was being built in Bucks County, the     Jewish congregation shared Southhampton Friends Meetinghouse with     Friends. On a particular Sunday after the synagogue had been completed, the  meeting room was well filled with both Jews and Christians. The rabbi quo-    ted the Sermon on the Mount from memory, and said how these words  lived    for him in his everyday experiences. I said, "I am coming to know the Living    God through the great Jewish philosopher Martin Buber. When a Friend said    to him "I want to know how to live the life of spirit," Martin responded, "You   Quakers believe that God speaks to you in the silence. I believe God speaks    in everything we say & everything we do. What had been said recognized and    accepted our differences and still found unity possible.
       II—I only know God as God has spoken to me in the experiences of     the everyday. I would like to share with you some of the various methods for     corporate as well as individual worship experiences. What is the relation-     ship to the dialogue between man and man, and between God and man?    I believe the understanding of the dialog has been greatly influenced by  Martin  Buber & that he has made an great contribution to Friends. What is my own    in religious experience, as over against what some have found to be that   which is in common? In the kind of worship [mentioned earlier] there is a     kind of conversation that takes place between God and humans, & between     human and human when God is present.
       Worship seems to contain a demand for the truth about one's self, as    well as one's relationship with others. Williard L. Sperry calls the service for  worship, "deliberate and disciplined adventure in reality." There are many ways  in which the basic experience of communion with and love of, God can be     [explained and acted out]. Much formal worship has followed a conventional     pattern of praise, penitence, forgiveness. All have an element of similarity as     they express the contrast that is felt between God as God is experienced     by people, and the people themselves; the attempt is made in worship to     reconcile this contrast. Humankind is always aware of the gap between what      is and what ought to be, and that human striving to close that gap is a symp-   tom of the love of God.
       III—Friends described their worship to World Council of Churches dele-    gates in 1948 as follows: "Worship ... is entirely without human direction, su-   pervision, [or pre-arrangement] ... Each seeks ... divine leading and to know at  1st hand the presence of the Living Christ. The meeting is held on the basis of  "Holy Obedience," [rather than Silence] ... The only way in which a Worshiper  can help such a meeting is by an advanced determination to be responsive ...  to the still small voice & doing whatever may be commanded, [whether silence  or speech]." The good Lord may ask: Who is doing this speaking, you or     me? A recognition of our corporate guilt and shortcomings is sometimes re-    vealed to us through what is said. A Jewish child answered Why are we not     doing more to stop it? with "We are all afraid."
       Martin Buber describes genuine dialog as: "What I have to say at any  one time already has in me the character of something that wishes to be ut-    tered, and I must not keep it back ... [all of] it belongs to the common life of   the word ...   [Sometimes] the word arises in a substantial way between men    who have been seized in their depths & opened out by the dynamic of an    elemental togetherness. With the child's response, we are pointed towards re-   cognizing & facing the fears that are often at the base of our reluctance to take    action. The Jewish child brought honesty and simplicity to Friends worship   service.     
       IV—The "great acts of conscience" Martin Buber describes can never     be reduced to a method. He writes: "The action [of conscience] commences     within the relation between the guilty one & one's God & remains there-in. It is     consummated in confession of sin, repentance, & penance. [The one spea-    king to the guilty must] represent the transcendence believed in by the guilty     one ... The action fulfills itself in self-illumination, perseverance, & reconcilia-    tion ... A wholly personal, [courageous] ... conscience is possessed by every     simple person who gathers one's self into one's self in order to venture the    breakthrough out of the entanglement in guilt." 
       There are everyday events that we would like to have responded to     differently. I find that the guilt is often resolved by a general knowledge of the     way, which points towards: accepting one's share of responsibility; doing all     possible repairs of the situation; using the mistake for growth & avoiding ano-    ther; dismissing further thought on what happened & moving on.  What hap-    pens when we worship?: awareness of a Power beyond ourselves; ready to   receive insights with open heart & mind; plan to act. True worship is a living,     everyday Reality. 
       There are occasions, while sitting in the quiet of the meeting, when an     idea, or a personal experience of my own, or of someone I know, will keep      presenting itself to me. I may decide to dismiss it from my mind. Then comes     a feeling of being "pushed" to share what is on my mind. When I speak without  this sense of urgency, what I have had to say seemed to me to be not for real  and fall lifeless. With the "urge," there is something that needs to be said, and I  am here to serve as a channel. It is like being spoken through.
            V—I find that Martin Buber's thinking has helped me to see ever more     clearly the evidence of God's presence in life's daily experiences. There are     many stories in Quaker lore that point out that when the response is made in     the light of a belief that there is "that of God in each of us," the resulting actions  can be most unpredictable. Stolen furniture has been returned in exchange for  other usable but unwanted furniture. Martin Buber & Friends both use stories to  show that great things happen in the everyday [e.g.] Tales of the Hasidim (2     volumes, by M. B.) & Friendly Caravan & Candles in the Dark. Martin Buber     has a story similar to the Quaker one about stolen furniture. Buber, as an 
ele-    mental story teller has spoken to me in my own stories describing God's pre-    sence in everyday situations, instances in which God makes the demand &     we are called upon to respond.
       VI—Method of worship could be described as human response to     God through awareness, humility, enlighten and movement toward what one     is called to be. We need then to ask themselves, in moving from method to    content, what do we mean by the word "God"? Buber speaks of God as    "the Thou that I meet in the everyday." Quakers say:  "Those who have     experienced the 'Inner Light' or achieved awareness of God within, have     moved from symbol to reality." 
       Maurice Friedman tells us that, after a friend's question and some re-    flection, Buber decided: "If to believe in God means to be able to talk about     God in the 3rd person, I do not. "But if to believe in God means to say 'Thou' to  God, then I do." One of the outstanding aspects about Buber's lectures was     his refusal to answer any questions about God. He felt that such questions     were turning God into an object. How does God address man? Buber's     answer, I believe, would be, through the dialogue. God's voice of address is     heard again and again, and Buber speaks of it as a voice to which one either     does or does not listen and respond. He looks upon it as "a terrible thing when    one does not hear or listen.
       VII—We now find ourselves in a religious crisis. It may be that faith has  taken a new direction—one more centered in everyday experience & less in     religious institutions. There is a need to be part of a community that lends sup-    port to us when we are able to respond with our lives bravely to what God is     demanding of us. A young homemaker who trusted a hungry young stranger     with her keys & the contents of her 'fridge was rewarded with a note when she     got home: "You have given me new reason to live by trusting me. Now I can     really try. Thanks." A meeting Friend wrote about how she was strongly led to     speak & how someone was deeply moved by the her message's authentic     nature, even though he could not hear what she was saying; [he confirmed the  Spirit in her]. 
            Confirmation does not have to be a corporate experience. [I was able to  confirm a little East Indian granddaughter's beauty and belonging; she was     confirmed that she] belongs somewhere in order to know she belongs every-    where. The sacraments, for the Quakers happen in the "events of the every-    day." "[I brought an 8 year-old concentration camp survivor into my home];     Susan needed a great deal of loving, as did my own little girl. [I baked some     bread. Susan sniffed at the sweet aroma]. I cut off 2 end slices, giving one to    
Susan, the other to Carol. [Susan ate] & we danced around the kitchen; she  yelled, "I love you! ... " The loaf of bread had become a staff of Life. To a child    who has known starvation, a loaf of bread can become the most precious gift   of love. 
       VIII—Jesus points the way when one looks into the depths of one's be-    ing, with all its high as well as its low possibilities, and sees the Ideal, one's     Image of Human. Buber looked upon the Bible as a mixture of "divine under-    standing and human misunderstanding." Our need is to open ourselves to the    Jesus' voice—to hear and to respond. Elton Trueblood writes: "[In] early Qua-    kerism ... the revolutionary change ... was George Fox's recognition of the live     possibility of immediate contact with Christ, who is alive. He heard within:        'There is one Christ Jesus, who can speak to thy condition.' He said: 'I took     men to Jesus Christ and left them there.' If contemporary Quakers can adopt     this strategy, our future is full of hope."     
       George Fox also said: "that the Inner Light was synonymous with Christ,  the light enlightens every man." To many Quakers the voice of Jesus has be-    come lost in effort to be "open." There is need that the voice be heard again.     Martin Buber is pointing the way. Quakers believe there is "that of God in every  man," but in actual practice [there is resistance in fully acting that out]. We     cannot say "Yes" to God, unless we can say "Yes" to our [co-humans]. We     need to accept one, love one, as one is, and see also from that one's side.     What characterizes the I-Thou, as Buber explains it, is a readiness to meet     the other, & accept one just as that one is. The accepting, Buber believes,     isn't "identifying" with, [becoming] the other, but "imagining the real" in the    other.
            Friends seeking unity entails presenting honestly and openly the oppo-    sing points of views, and then trying to find a "between" which sometimes  proves to be a better way than that presented by either side. Each situation     has the possibility of allowing God to speak in it; it is a new creation to be     
grasped as such. [Buber]: "This is the ultimate purpose: to let God in. But we     can let God in only where we really stand, where we live, where we live a true     life. If we maintain holy intercourse with the little world entrusted to us, if we    help the holy spiritual substance to accomplish it self in that section of Crea-    tion in which we are living, then we are establishing, in this our place, a      dwelling for the Divine  Presence." 
            The Great method of prayer is to have none.  If in going to prayer one     can form in oneself a pure capacity for receiving the spirit of God, that will suf-    fice for all method.  Prayer should be accomplished by grace & not by artifice.      St. Jeanne De Chantal
       About the Author—This the 11th pamphlet from Carol R. Murphy's pen,   who has been exploring the roles of reason, revelation, and mystical experi-    ence in the mature religious faith.  In the present essay she surveys some of     the new thinking  about meditation and suggests that even those who haven't     yet become adepts in contemplation can live in a greater state of awareness     with minds available to the Holy Spirit.
       While walking in the woods one day, I realized how little under disci-    pline my thoughts were.  My mind, like an untrained puppy, was galloping off to  roll in a mire of self-pity, yap angrily at some unwelcome idea, or sniff at an ap-    proaching chore.   [Efforts at] prayer cause only acute fits of self-conscious ef-    fort in those whose faith is precarious at best.  The mind has tides of its own,     and cannot be forced to think about what it is not ready [for]. 
       [Busy minds do not] naturally turn to pleasant thoughts.  Thinking is both  the vice and virtue of the active mind.  I begin to classify preoccupations in [TV  terms:  commercials (self-justification); public service messages (warnings of  duties); coming attractions (expected events). The peak experiences we trea-    sure come, if at all, from a hard-to-attain heightened awareness of the present.   [Anything which brings a fresh perspective, like travel or seasonal change, or a  different focus for our attention like exertion] can bring a minor ecstasy.  What     does all this awareness of Now have to do with the search for God?  If we  are to be ready for God’s presence, we must be able to shut up and listen.      
       Inner Silence—If a mystical sort of experience is made the basis of  religion, how can we know if it tells the truth about reality?  Most of us     have to find some sort of religious belief without any blissful certainty of union     with the Ultimate.  If the mind expands its scope, it is expanding its view of     reality or discovering an alternative view of reality.  The meditator can:  [focus     on one symbol of his religious faith]; become [through his mind a non-distor-    ting mirror which accepts & relinquishes every event that flows through  his    awareness; or he can enter the shaman’s or visionary’s perilous world of    dreams and vision.
       [One type of meditator] uses his ability to become habituated to a con-    stant sight or sound until it vanishes from awareness leaving a void. He is trying  to break up [or “stop”] a customary way of organizing his consciousness so     that a new vision or revelation of reality becomes possible. If you learn to “stop”  your [inner] world you may be able to enter an alternative world. The brain’s     right hemisphere is the gestalt-perceiving, image-making, artistic, simultan-    eous-thinking half; scientists need this part of the brain for inventive leaps         & new discoveries. 
       The Mystical Alternative—One vision is not “hallucination” & another  “objective reality. What we call “reality” includes the interpreting mind.  The     more complementary interpretations there are to enrich each other, the better.     A Believer may say that all is perfect divine harmony; I must be true to my ex-   perience of an imperfect, tragic, absurd world. We must be open to this alter-   native reality even when we cannot enter it ourselves. 
       Arnold Koestler offers the theory that in weaving together temporal     events, there is along with the warp of causality, the weft of [non-logical chance  events that nonetheless] weave the threads of temporal events together in     patterns of coincidental encounters.  We can begin to realize that, however     distinct in logic, spirit and matter actually do interpenetrate.  The alternative     world is a restructuring of our everyday world so that it can intersect with real     power.  We participate in creating the world we live in from moment to moment;  so does God, of course.  If we create in harmony with God, we live in God’s     world.
       The Ambiguity of Power—Before the saint, there was the shaman. His  magical use of power can be called pre-moral, rather than amoral or diabolic. [A  shaman knows] places of power, wrestles with power, [trusts in] the “walk of     power,” Our Establishment religion has many ways of dealing with a lack of  spiritual power: [shrewd politics]; pietism; salesmanship; private hypocrisy. How  many Friends Meetings are the powerhouses of shared contemplation     they were meant to be?
       Jesus was ambivalent about his use of power for a good reason. The     divine can become demonic if there is the least bit of love of power instead of     love of people. True contemplative spirituality is enlargement of consciousness,  attainment of power, [and] conquest of self. Living [gradually & unconsciously  into] a life of commitment, beginning unawares and proceeding step by step is  a more genuine way than a conscious resolve to be a self-sacrificing Christian.  The mind and body together [need to be] an outward expression of the life of     meditation. 
       The Non-violent Life/Expectancy—Which comes first—meditation   or way of life?  [Meditation without knowing how to live is a near-empty si-    lence].  Life without meditation becomes dead conformity.  W. D. Norwood  writes:  “[A    master of judo’s] willingness to be struck in order to help is al-    most a definition    of love.  [This attitude] can be extended to every circum-    stance of life, a continuously aware, non-calculating, non-antagonistic     “grooving” with the movement of events. In traditional Catholic spirituality, this      is known as abandonment to the will of God in every moment. If I can't fight    my endless chains of thought, I must flow with them. 
       Expectancy I think is a very fruitful quality in the available mind. A hea-    ler finds the expected healing; the healer helps to create it. It is probably ne-   cessary for it to be present in both healed & healer.  Is skepticism necessa-    rily the villain of [circumstances calling for expectancy?      When does     expectancy become gullibility? 
       In consulting the Chinese I Ching the student must be open to the pos-    sibility that psychokinesis or the synchronous weft of life will  [make the sticks     or coins fall so as to] direct one to the proper part of the book. In the Chinese     view reality has a complementary dualism. The Chinese encoded this in 64     hexagrams showing all combination of yang and yin elements in earth, man     and the heavens, and each ready to slide into the other configurations. 
       I will liken 3 basic Chinese concepts to the Trinity.  T’ai Chi is the Uni-    versal Principle, the Ground of Being (Godhead). The Tao or Way to be fol-    lowed in seeking harmony with the Ultimate; this is the Logos, though not in-     carnated. Tao enters our own minds to guide us as Teh, and can be likened     to the Holy Spirit.  Probably all religious descriptions must have ultimate reality,  its expression in creation, and the response of the created.
       Guidance/Humility—The I Ching, provides no magic protection, but a     series of cosmic “traffic signs,” leaving you the adult responsibility to read and     heed the “signs of the times” in order to flow with the traffic.  I Ching does not     minimize hazards, but displays optimism that all things can work together for     good to the superior man.  [The use of this ancient work gives] no direct com-    mand or prediction, but a mirror for the subconscious mind so that the resul-    tant augury comes from a creative interaction between the prophetic state-    ment and oneself.    
       [While liberals are concerned with and national issues, others are con-    cerned with personal financial & family issues]  And there is no escape from     the ambiguity of inspiration & our obligation to interpret & to test it.  Obeying     God requires the investment of our own responsibility and creativity.  If indi-    vidual inspiration can go astray, what shall we say of testing by the con-    sensus of a group?  There is the danger of group-think & majority pressure     to continue a wrong action.  What is needed is a “broken and contrite heart,”        i.e. the ability to admit error, to be able to change course 180 degrees if ne-    cessary, out of faith that the truth is larger than anyone’s ego.  The meditator   must be open to enlarging the vision of one’s world. 
       The Leaven in the World—Meditators will need faith [in the relevance     of their inward search] when they go out into the world of social action.  Be-    cause unenlightened and desperate action is wrong.  Those who can “stop     the world” or attune themselves to the Tao, will go out from that central experi-    ence with spiritual power and do things with a difference.  The “superior man”    can show us how the judo spirit of living agonistic encounters is more salutary    to the commonweal than hostilities to the point of annihilation.  Ideally, neither   party wins or loses; both are brought to tame their opposed forces to the    discipline of a shared pattern of coexistence. 
       We do have to use nature; but the meditator can help us to do so, with     the sense of kinship and wonder felt by the American Indians toward animals     & “our little vegetable redeemers.”  In providing us with this leaven of contem-    plation, the meditator will meet with opposition and [misunderstanding].  We     who can't follow all the way must be able to discern genuine meditators when  they come among us teaching and healing. 
       We must be open to the glimpse of the vision they try to make real to  us.  I am still walking through the woods, a meditator who never quite got star-    ted, but at least we have followed the argument.  We need: inner quiet; to flow     with the conflicting/cooperating forces of life; expectancy, enlarged aware-    ness; humility, self-correction, rebirth.  Abraham Heschel said:  “The meaning     of life is to build a life as if it were a work of art.”  And so the available mind     must become the available life.    
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194. Quakerism of the Future: Mystical, Prophetic & Evangelical (by 
   John Yungblut; 1974)
            About the Author—After serving the Episcopal Church for 20 years, he  became a member of the Religious Society of Friends in 1960. He was direc-    tor of Quaker House, a civil rights & peace program in Atlanta, from 1960-1968.  From 1968-1972 he was 
International Student House's director of the in Wa-     shington, D.C. He and his wife taught at Pendle Hill. This essay is from the  Henry J. Cadbury Lecture on March 27, 1974.

            Beneath the currents which have shaped Christian thought there sounds  like the fabled sunken bell, the strains of Mysticism. The mystic note floats up     from the depths—now muffled, now clear. (E. Herman)
            Introduction—I am saying here that the only Quakerism that can sur-    vive in the future will have to mystical, prophetic, and evangelical. These are     the very best elements in our tradition. It is the vital energy for which our insti-    tutions have provided reasonably effective conductors that is most precious     to us.
            The mystical is most crucial, because it provides sustained motivation     both for the prophetic involvement and the evangelical spirit. Rufus Jones saw  Quakerism as a spiritual movement “showing deep affinities with Mysticism”     and [sought] to interpret it in this light. Within the Society of Friends, a growing  group would have us disclaim this heritage. [They do not see as] mystical the  life-affirming religion of Jesus, Paul, and John in the New Testament (NT). It is  true that no word has had such varying and conflicting connotations, or been  more abused than “mysticism.” But there is no other word that will do ade-    quate service. It is hard to describe the characteristic mystical experience.     
Eastern sages say: “He who says what it is doesn’t know, and he who knows,     doesn’t say.”
       Dean Inge defines it as: “The attempt to realize, in thought and feeling,     the immanence of the temporal in the eternal, and of the eternal in the tem-    poral.” George Fox said: “I knew experimentally that Jesus Christ enlightens”     & “I now knew God by [personal] revelation.” William Penn wrote: “Wherefore     stand still in thy mind, wait to feel something divine to prepare & dispose thee  to worship God truly and acceptably. The Almighty’s power will break in, his    spirit will work & prepare the heart, that it may offer up acceptable sacrifice.”
       Robert Barclay’s thinking had aspects of the mystical, [but it was mixed  with a low opinion of man; the Light within us] has nothing to with man’s own  nature [and is separate from man’s soul]. Fox, Penn and Penington [disa-       greed with the Light’s separateness from man], & believed that man was cap-    able of moving toward perfection through obedience. Rufus Jones has con-    vincingly traced the devastating passiveness of the 200-year Quietistic peri-    od in Quaker history, at least in part, to Barclay’s despair of the natural man.  
       Insofar that Fox experienced the mystical, he did not need to have     learned this from anyone else. The mystical faculty resides in all men and     women by virtue of our shared humanity; it is the evolving edge in man. The     mystical experience comes by grace. We can at least engage in purging. We     can, by an effort of the will resolve to move toward the simple life in which we     are not encumbered with possessions nor driven by an over-scheduled daily     program. We can examine ourselves to see if moral duplicity in any of its many  forms currently precludes the movement of the spirit in mystical experience.  We  can trust that when the wind of the Spirit does blow we will not be without  an unfailing inward mariner who can keep us on course. [Such a] movement     of the Spirit in our midst [is] the mark of a gathered or covered meeting.
       The Prophetic—[When we consider all the mystical opportunities given  us, all the calls to obedience, all that that early Quakers had to say, it comes     down to] “but what canst thou say?” We must hold that Jesus was a mystic         & a prophet because of his mystical consciousness of the Kingdom as a pre-    sent reality. Lewis Benson says: “Fox identifies himself and the Quaker move-    ment with the prophetic tradition & his oppressors as standing in the priestly     tradition.” The mystical consciousness of Jesus’ presence and prophetic utter-    ance through a meeting member lays at the heart of Quaker prophetic testimo-   nies. Quietism conditioned Friends against genuine mystical experience and     its prophetic demands.
            It is no accident that the prophetic emphasis was recovered largely     through men like Rufus Jones and Clarence Pickett. Prophetic action issuing     from mystical identification gave birth to the American Friends Service Com-    mittee. The want of a genuinely mystical theology tended to reduce the inci-    dence of mystical experience & the passion for social protest among Friends. 
       [And now] when one looked in vain for movements reflecting the same  idealism that earlier had motivated the civil rights and peace efforts, suddenly     there began to spring up communal experiments. The true community to which  they are committed is produced as much by grace as by dedicated effort, and  must be recovered afresh every day. These [communal] life centers are poten-    tial training cells which do at least insulate individuals for a season from much     in our contemporary society that conditions them against seeking mystical     consciousness.
            The Evangelical—When I say that the Quakerism of the future must  [include the] evangelical, [I think first of the fact that Early Friends attached to     the Scriptures an importance second only to the revelation imparted by their     mystical experience of Jesus as the Christ. Only a recognized organic connec-    tion with our [gospel] tap root can prevent our withering. To have survival value  I believe the Society of Friends must be evangelical in the sense of preser-    
ving a faith that is demonstrably and organically related to the gospels in the     New Testament.
       The 2nd meaning assigned to the word “evangelical” is “those Protes-    tant churches that emphasize salvation by faith in the atonement of Jesus.” A  committee of evangelical Friends invited Friends of all groupings and called    for “a national conference, guided by the Holy Spirit to seek a workable, chal-    lenging and cooperative means for the Friends Church to be an active, enthu-    siastic, Christ-centered, and Spirit-directed force in this day of revolution.” A   spirit of gracious listening and hearing prevailed on that occasion. I do not    look for consensus or organic unity in the foreseeable future. I understand my    personal salvation in terms of being made whole. This kind of at-one-ment was    realized in Jesus’ life. He became at one with himself and with God. I want to   be disciple of Jesus of Nazareth, & to learn of him to live & to die.    
       Because of important continuing revelation I need to distinguish be-    tween the Jesus of history and the evolving Christ myth. Myth is the only lan-    guage religion can use to speak of the ultimate truths it perceives. Christ for    me is God in man, the Son of man in the new sense of man’s successor.     Though this Christ was revealed most fully in Jesus, we must not think any    longer of Jesus and the Christ as identical. Jesus did not have 2 separate and     distinct natures, one human and one divine. He had one nature, human, the    very core of which is divine. Evangelical’s 3rd meaning is feeling the passion    to spread the good news. The time has come to preach the faith we have    resolved to practice.
       We are the inheritors of a mystical faith; we are, all of us born mystics.  In proportion as the mystical faculty is nourished and given scope in our lives     we shall be driven to prophetic action. Our growing mystical consciousness     shall transform us in evangelical Christians, bursting to share what we have     learned about living in the Kingdom from Jesus of Nazareth. Fox revised “the     truth of his day” in significant ways, in keeping with his world view and his per-   sonal revelation. We are being more true to the spirit that was in Fox by     adapting the myth to meet the demands of the [currently] revealed truths than     by trying to return to his theology in all details. It is not Quakerism that must     survive, but a Christian faith with the characteristics we described. I shall con-    tinue to hope that the Society of Friends will become increasingly mystical,    prophetic, and evangelical.
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195. Quaker Worship and Techniques of Meditation (by Scott Crom; 
   1974)
            About the Author—Since 1960 Scott Crom and his family have resided  or sojourned at Pendle Hill in a variety of capacities. He is currently on the     Board of Managers. He and Nancy Crom are members of Rock Valley MM,     held in their living room. The present pamphlet has its roots in a long standing    interest in comparative philosophy and religion. “The immediate impetus     came from: the general growing interest in techniques of meditation; [per-    sonal contact with] Yoga; personal contact with Transcendental Meditation.
       [Introduction]—There is a considerable range of opinion on the subject  of Quaker worship in relation to techniques of meditation. [For some], Quaker     worship and silence is a form of meditation, and some Quakers adopt symbolic  positions in worship and [have simple rituals before or after worship]. I have     heard people privately express uneasiness about such forms. I offer the fol-    lowing considerations to show the advantages as well as the dangers which     lie both in sheer innovation and in tradition for tradition’s sake.
            Objections to Meditative Techniques—1st, meditation involves a pur-    poseful activity; Quaker worship consists in “waiting upon the Lord.” There's no  gimmick [which] coerces God to reveal God’s self, or by which we can assure     that the Divine Source will speak to or through us during worship or any other     time. In “dry spells” we can only believe and trust that the heavenly dew will     come again and refresh our souls. Our fundamental duty and privilege is to     worship God for what God is and does, regardless of any benefit that might     accrue to us.
            2nd, meditative techniques are for self-benefit. [Quaker] seeking for God  by going into our inmost heart does not mean that our approach is for our own  benefit. Most would say that we worship God because God is God, & the ap-    propriate recipient of worship. [Other objections include]: the use of structured     forms; the idea of a superior teacher or “guru”; exclusiveness or secrecy; me-   
ditation as thinking; methods based on philosophy/ religion very different from     Christianity.
       Yoga, Hindu, and Buddhism [do not agree with] the spiritual pluralism of  Christianity, with God as a different order of being, or that the world is a real  and good place. Is it possible to take over a meditative technique for the sake  of its psychological helpfulness, and to discard its philosophy? [Advocates and  objectors] should listen carefully to what the other is really trying to say & see  [what can be used to strengthen our traditional manner and what will not fit in  our worship].
            Historical Precedents—Quakerism has long used aspects which might  be called “techniques,” and Jesus taught his disciples how to pray. He also     taught that we should not make much in public of our religiosity, and that if we     have anything against our brother, we should make things right with him before  approaching the altar. [Newcomers may be attracted by the freedom of ritual,  but later wonder how to “use” the silence; Friends they ask may not know     either  How do I center down?
            Generations ago the situation was different. Then, children regularly     attended meeting for worship along with their parents. The contemporary be-    ginner does not have the benefit of this long period of exposure. Children of     not many generations ago also had a more solid back ground in religious     literature than most meetings give their young people today. A mind well-    stocked     with religious material would find it much easier to avoid the free-    associated wandering that many of us experience. [As a result], there is a    
deeply felt need for something to take the place of the knowledge and skills    our forefathers had, and whose lack many Friends now feel.
       General Features of Meditative Techniques: [Fully Present Medita-    tion & Body-Mind Link]—In the Eastern sense, meditation isn’t intellectual     activity, but an increase in the quality & depth of our total awareness. Medita-    tive insight seeks to encompass full & concrete immediacy, the unique pre-    sence of an experience. [Reviewing knowledge of objects similar to the one     before you] fails to be fully present to this [object] here. Meditative insight is    full, concrete, trying to rise above subjective & objective to become fully per-    sonal or even suprapersonal.
       For Western Christianity, increasing awareness of reality would in fact     be an increasing awareness of God. One feature of Oriental meditation is their  awareness of the closeness of between body and mind. [In the West,] Plato     sees the body as a virtual tomb for the soul. St. Paul makes a sharp distinction  between spirit & flesh. The vast majority of us regard the body as of a differ-    ent order from the mind or the soul.
            In Yoga, purusha is pure consciousness without any content. The pre-    valent Western view identifies consciousness with its stream of contents. In     both Vedanta and Sankyhya, the ordinary mind is not a different kind of being     from the body, our emotions, or our senses. In Vedanta the individual self dis-   
appears because it is identical with the Self, the Brahman behind the world,     whereas in Zen the individual self disappears with the insight into the abso-    lute transiency of all existences and experiences. By a different route the mind  or the soul is removed from the pedestal on which Plato put it.
       General Features of Meditative Techniques: [Posture, Breathing,     and Imagery]—Most Eastern forms of meditation insist that the posture of the     body has a definite effect on the state of one’s mind or attention. Over thou-    sands of years of experience Easterners have found that the lotus posture,     once one has learned to assume it easily, requires the least attention to main-    tain. In Yoga, kundalini, or universal energy lies coiled at the base of the     spine like a serpent; with proper meditative practices, it gradually awakens     and moves upward through the chakras until we achieve full enlightenment.
           [For breathing], it's important to note that breathing can be either volun-    tary or involuntary. By the right kind of attention, and the right exercises and     habits, we can begin to cross that interface between the 2 realms of consci-    ousness, and become aware of major aspects of our personal reality which     [used to be] inaccessible. Hatha Yoga can teach control of other aspects of the  nervous system which we have usually thought to be independent, such as     heart beat, body temperature, and certain muscles.
           
Another feature of meditative techniques is the use of imagination, par-    ticularly visual and auditory. [Short prayers are repeated inwardly. In the case     of Quakers,] the inward repetition is supposed to sink so deeply into the soul     as to change permanently its orientation. Visual imagery is also used, some-    times having great complexity. It is interesting to note that most Western     languages are strongly oriented toward the visual. [There are] “closed eyes”     Friends & “open eyes” Friends. [The main argument of “closed eyes” Friends is   
that they] make their visual sweep early in the meeting, and then close their     eyes and use the internal eye for holding in the light. [The main argument of       “open eyes” Friends is that] it is important to be aware of other worshippers,   often gazing briefly at and “holding in the Light” those other worshippers.     
       Differences in Meditative Techniques—Our concern here is with     forms of meditation which one might wish to incorporate into Friends’ meeting     for worship. Concentration consists in focusing on one item, & closing out all     others. A fully concentrated person actually withdraws his senses & becomes     blind & deaf to everything except object of his inward attention.
       [Awareness in meditation] moves in exactly the opposite direction. One     tries to be as open as possible to all forms of input, both external & internal.     The practitioner is cautioned not to cling, not to follow a thought or analyze an     idea. One’s mind should be a clear mirror, which does nothing but reflect. In     the beginning stages, one is sometimes advised to pay particular attention to     a specific kind of input. 
        Concentration and awareness seem absolutely opposed in method, yet  they appear to lead to becoming more aware of the operations of our attention,  [either] the tendency to be wayward, or the tendency toward habits that en-    slave. We learn our own mind, self, or ego, together with its mental processes.
       The Way of Awareness—[There is a method of meditation called]      “The Way of Awareness.” This method proceeds in 3 stages within each period  of meditation: focusing; awareness; “closing off” or “closing down. In focusing,  one can either choose one’s personal symbol of goodness, or let it by “given”     to one. There came before my mind’s eye a symbol of considerable power, &  over several weeks of practice that symbol underwent various changes,     entirely of its own accord.
       [In the awareness phase], one sits with hands open and facing up, and     no longer focuses on the symbol of goodness which was used primarily to set    the stages and pull oneself together. One lets anything and everything pass     through the mind and the senses, not clinging to or following any particular     train of thought or sensation. In “closing off,” one turns the hands over to a    closed-fist facing downwards position. [This stage] is likened to staying tuned    in, but turning down the volume. [I have had experiences pointing to the effec-    tiveness of this stage].
        Meditative Techniques & Friends Worship—I regard the method de-    scribed above as that most compatible with Quakerism. Its 1st phase corre-       sponds with “centering down.” The 2nd phase of receptive waiting is easily     translatable as waiting upon the Light. [The 3rd “closing off” stage doesn’t     have a corresponding stage in a Friends meeting]. The body is more impor-    tant than most of us realize. [The body’s posture can be] conducive to day-    dream & mind-wandering, [or at the other extreme] a barrier to awareness. 
       [Also], if our attention is occupied with maintaining a visual or auditory     symbol, then we are cut off from any leadings which the Spirit might see fit to     give us. Although God is infinitely powerful, God has so arranged things that it     is very easy to shut God out. When the Spirit stirs & the rough outline of an in-    sight or message comes & is meant to be shared, should we take a few mo-    ments to arrange it in articulate order, or deliver a semi-articulate, in-    spired message?
            Friends can learn some important lessons from meditative techniques.     One lesson is that it is possible to train our faculties by methods which increase  openness, sensitivity, & ability to listen. We can make things easier for God &  for us. [If we don’t train ourselves to “get on the right frequency” & stay there,  we are rather] like a radio where someone is twisting the dial back & forth; only   
occasionally do we hear a brief snatch of intelligibility.
       I happen to believe that the former “old time” background and context      of a Friends meeting for worship is preferable to today’s. If we cannot return to  conditions prevailing a century ago, then let us at least learn what we can from    contemporary movements and interests, always being careful not to lose     sight of the values and assets of the past which have helped to make us what     we are. 
       About the Author—Hope Luder has been teaching high school history  for several years and some college teaching.  She stayed several months with  a Mexican family, who like her simply for being a Quaker.  The current issues of  the women’s movement, including the problems of sex roles have sparked her  interest in “Women and U.S. History.”  She found that her oral report  aroused  much interest in her non-Quaker class.
       Early Quaker Beliefs—The number of socially active women in the     Society of Friends has been out of proportion to its size. Lucretia Mott & Susan  B. Anthony came from Quaker backgrounds. [Others mentioned here include:]  Mary Dyer; Mary Fisher; Elizabeth Fry; & the Grimké sisters. Why did Qua-    kerism produce so many outstanding women? From its beginnings [in the     mid-17th century], Quakerism asserted that women were equal to men [spiritu-    ally]. The valuable support George Fox received from Margaret Fell & Elizabeth  Hooten must have made him conscious of the potential contribution of women   to the movement. This and other “peculiar” customs led to persecution of    Quakers. They survived due to a spirit of equality combined with effective  organization.
       George Fox’s “that of God in every man,” implies the spiritual equality of  all people.  He believed there could be new insights beyond what was in the     Bible; that the same spirit which was in Jesus continued to reveal itself and     was to be emphasized more than the letter of the law. [Where] Eve’s part in     the fall was used to justify women’s inferior status, Fox claimed that now is     the time of the spirit, not the time of the Fall. [Eve’s status should be that exi-   sting before the Fall]. 
       [When confronted with a verse calling for women’s silence, Margaret  pointed to another verse referring to women praying and prophesying & being  generally helpful.  Fox also comments that the men need not fear anyone    [women] getting over them; for the power and spirit of God gives liberty to all.      For over 200 years the Quakers seem to have been virtually alone in disregar-    ding Paul’s directive. 
       Quaker Opportunities for Women—Every position in the organization  of Quakerism was open to women.  A local meeting might have several mini-    sters. [All could speak in meeting,] but recognized ministers tended to do more  of the speaking. Outside of Friends, women’s preaching was considered to     be shockingly immodest & unnatural.  Women’s activity as traveling ministers    was particularly shocking. A Meeting would often consult the spouse before    granting permission & might put pressure on a reluctant husband. A Woman    elder might seem as offensive as preaching, but it drew less attention. An    elder was “recognized” & had considerable moral authority. 
       Business meetings were held separately for men and women; the     Women’s Meeting were clerked by a woman. Old meeting houses had movable  partitions used for business meeting and removed for [silent worship].  George  Fox believed that women would feel freer to play a constructive part in the     meeting if they met separately.  A request for marriage had to be read first     before the Women’s meeting. The authority of women’s meetings generally was  not equal to that the men’s meetings.  The men of one Rhode Island Meeting  protested that giving men the final decision on some matters set up a preemi-    nence “where the truth admits of none.”  Quaker women were subject to the     same unequal laws, [but more Quaker women were educated than Non-Quaker  women]. 
       Quaker marriage ceremonies never included a vow of obedience or  “giving away the bride.” Despite the partial & ambiguous nature of the Quaker     woman’s equality, the difference between her position & that of other women     must have had great effect on the scope of her interests & on her confidence in  herself. The dignity, self-assurance, and seriousness of many Quaker women  must have been a strong example to be set [for any woman].
       Quaker Women of the Early Period—The numbers, enthusiasm, and     energy of early women converts to Quakerism give an impression of an explo-    sion of released energy in people who have a long-needed outlet for their con-    viction and talents.  The women often aroused more hatred from mobs and  magistrates, & were more severely punished than the men.  Foremost among  George Fox’s converts was Margaret Fell, who helped early Friends in the     North of England.  
       In Fox’s later ministry she became his wife [and wholehearted] “help-    meet.”  She shared the hazards of the faith, including a 4-year prison term.      George and Margaret Fell spent only about 6 of their 20 years of marriage     together.  Toward the end of her long life, Margaret Fell Fox wrote some     epistles directed against the quietist tendencies.  [Her opinion of plain dress    was]: “This is a silly poor gospel.”
     Elizabeth Hooten was a middle-aged married woman living comfortably  when she was converted.  At the age of 70 she was severely punished for  appearing at the Massachusetts Colony a 2nd time.  [She made several more     trips after this, dying during one of them].  The most noted traveler of all the     early Quakers was a pretty ex-servant girl named Mary Fisher.  She traveled to,  was punished and ejected from Massachusetts, and traveled to the Sultan of  Turkey with a message from God.  She later married and settled down in South  Carolina
       The intolerant policies of Massachusetts Bay resulted in the death of 4   Quakers, who were hanged in Boston Common. One of the 4 was Mary Dyer,     who refused to leave the colony a 2nd time. Elizabeth Harris traveled in the     Maryland, where she was successful in introducing Quakerism to the area.     Elizabeth Haddon went to America as a young woman to “serve the Lord’s     people” in the wilderness. She married John Estaugh, and lived happily with     him for many years. 
       18th Century Quietism and 19th Century Reform—Many people were  “disowned” by meetings [for what now seem like petty reasons] during the qui-    etistic period of the 18th century.  One of the best known of this period’s tra-    veling ministers was Rebecca Jones.  With the development of reform move-    ments, women began to find opportunities to contribute to society.  The quie-    tistic phase came gradually to an end during the 19th century.  
       Many women contributed in a variety of ways to the changes going on  within Quakerism.  [When Hannah Barnard questioned some of what was in     the Bible, she became the subject of bitter persecution and intense partisan     debate].  Probably the most outstanding of the women involved in the Awake-    ning was Elizabeth Comstock; she was involved in prison reform, the Under-    ground Railroad and relief for Negro refugees.  She effectively appealed to     young Quakers to become active in the issues of the day. 
       Both England and America had Quaker women help petition and orga-    nize for Women’s Rights.  The most famous of all English reformers was Eli-    zabeth Fry, champion of prison reform.  She not only transformed Newgate     Prison, but visited many prisons and convict ships.  She established Ladies’     Committees for visiting prisons all over England and Europe.  She was criti-    cized even by other Quakers for neglecting her large family.  Her achieve-    ments were held up as proof of women’s potential, & as showing that women  could do some things better than men.  A Scottish Duke wrote:  “She was . . .     a majestic woman . . .  Over the whole countenance was an ineffable ex-   pression of sweetness, dignity and power.” 
       The Emancipation of Negroes—More American Quaker women be-    came famous for the service in reforms than in England because [working     “pioneer”] women were not as restricted in the New World. Most American     women reformers were involved in the emancipation of Negroes, the Wo-    men’s Rights Movement, or both.  Quakers had been the 1st religious group     in the English colonies to show a corporate concern over slavery. John     Woolman is well known among Friend for raising this issue; Sarah Harrison     was also successful in getting many Quakers to free their slaves. Many Qua-    kers were involved in the Underground Railroad, sometimes whole families. 
       Laura Haviland of Michigan was known as “Superintendent of the  Underground.”  Laura & her husband founded Raisin Institute in 1837, pro-    bably the 2nd school in the US to have both black & white students. During the  Civil War she worked at distributing clothing to Negro refugees, & inspecting   hospitals, soup kitchens, & an infamous prison.  Another venturesome Qua-     ker woman took on the task of battlefield nurse.  Cornelia Hancock was often     the first or only woman to reach a dangerous area of the front, sometimes     against regulations. After the Civil war she went to Mt. PleasantSouth Caro-    lina to found one of the 1st schools for Negroes in the South. Later she be-    came one of the 1st social workers, helping to found 2 societies to aid families    and children. 
       Prudence Crandall tried for 1½ years to educate black girls in Canter-    bury, Connecticut.  Another Quaker, Martha Scofield, took over a school for     Negroes in Aiken, South Carolina, and made it successful against great odds.   She preached on the value of literacy, and selected black teachers to replace  white ones in her school as rapidly as possible. 
       Lucretia Mott—She was a connecting link between the Anti-Slavery &     the Women’s Rights Movement.  Lucretia’s serene & ladylike looks & behavior,  devotion to principle, & utter respectability, made it difficult to subject her to the  criticism & ridicule that were then heaped on reformers and feminists. She  founded the Philadelphia Female Anti-Slavery Society. With calm presence of  mind Lucretia faced ugly mobs in dangerous situations. 
       The Seneca Falls Convention called by Lucretia Mott & Elizabeth Cady  Stanton in 1848, marked the beginning of the Women’s Rights Movement. [She  inspired Elizabeth Cady Stanton to believe that] “I had the same right to think  for myself that Luther, Calvin, & John Knox had.” James Mott served as chair-    man, & [otherwise] wholeheartedly supported his wife’s endeavors. A Decla-    ration of the Rights of Women became a program for the Movement; other     conventions soon followed. Only Charlottee Woodward lived to vote in a na-    tional election over 70 years later. She said: “Every fibre of my being rebelled     all the hours I  sat & sewed gloves for a pittance which, as it was earned, could   never be mine.  I wanted to work, but I wanted to choose my task & collect      my wages. 
       Lucretia Mott’s ideas appeared in an influential pamphlet called A Dis-    course on Women.  She points out that lack of educational and other oppor-    tunities for growth and development are paralyzing to a woman’s mind, and     make many women “hug their chains.”  [She also said:] “Were women the ab-    ject thing the law considers her to be when married, she would not be worthy     the companionship of man.”  She once said of herself, “I am a much overrated  woman—it is humiliating.”
       The Women’s Rights Movement—The Quaker contribution to the  Women’s Rights Movement is remarkable.  The interest of Friends in women’s  rights predates the Movement.  3 Quaker colleges—Guilford, North Carolina     (1837), Earlham (1848), and Swarthmore (1869)—were among the first to     provide equal education for women.  Sarah and Angelina Grimké were the 1st     American women to lecture for women’s rights, and almost the first to speak in  public at all.  Angelina was the first woman to testify before a legislative body.  
       The sisters were condemned by many, especially the clergy, & under-    went much agonized soul-searching over their defiance of convention.  Per-    haps the most controversial occasion of their careers was a public debate on     slavery between the Grimkés and 2 Massachusetts men.  Angelina wrote:  “our  womanhood . . . seems more objectionable than our abolitionism.”  Abby Kel-    ley Foster was also an abolitionist and also faced the ostracism of friends, &     vilification  by clergy; she was disowned by Quakers who disapproved of her     militant activities.
         As can be seen in the lives of the Grimkés & Abby Kelley, the anti-    slavery movement helped begin the Women’s Rights Movement. [Working for     the rights of others pointed out how rights were being denied women].  Maria     Mitchell served as President of the Association for the Advancement of Women,  which she helped found.  She commanded respect from those who applau-    ded her dignity, logic, & clear thinking. Her personality was blunt & humorous,     with a lot of outspoken individualism; she left Friends because their disown-    ment policy.
       For close to half a century the team of Elizabeth Cady Stanton & Susan  B. Anthony headed the Women’s Rights Movement. Susan B. Anthony said,    “In this country everyone may vote save idiots, lunatics, convicts, & women, &    I don’t like the class I’m in.” Susan B. Anthony identified strongly with Qua-    kerism, & relied on her Quaker father’s sympathy & support. Susan’s indomi-    table determination held firm through many discouraging years. She herself,     after being despised & derided, became famous in old age, recognized as a     person of great ability. At the turn of the 20th century, the Women’s Rights       Movement still had Quaker participants.  Alice Paul was a Quaker social      worker who co-authored the Equal Rights Amendment, 1st introduced to Con-    gress in 1923.
            Conclusion—Historians have often pointed out that Quakerism has     had an influence out of proportion to its numbers. The contribution of Quaker     women provides a striking example of the importance of environment in encou-   raging or discouraging individual achievement. For over 2 centuries the Society  of Friends was the only well-known religious group to give women a chance to  speak in public. Quaker girls grew up in an atmosphere in which women role     models  encouraged them to become capable and self-confident adults. What   is the history of women’s bearing on the future? Surely the Society of    Friends’ historic & continuing tendency to treat people as individuals, rather   than in male or female roles, still has a contribution to make in today's world.    
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197.  Art responds to the Bible (by Dorothea Johnson Blom; 1974)
       I am Abraham, Jacob, and Esau/ I am Joseph and his brothers./  I am     Peter who denies,/ Thomas who doubts,/ And Judas who betrays.  I am also     the nameless, faceless, [beloved] disciple. 

       About the Author—Dorothea Blom has been teacher, writer, artist, and  wife of a master craftsman.  Presently at Pendle Hill, she presented to Wood-    brooke in England a seminar on prophetic art.  Howard Brinton once said that     she sought to reveal life in terms of prophecy and process through art.  The     word “myth” in this work is used for any bit of history, story, or parable as it     becomes a language of the soul; religion is a life-affecting experience.
       Art as a Language of SpiritNot having art in Quaker Meeting Houses  has kept bad “religious” art out of their worship experience. I suspect that Qua-    kers found nothing in visual art to equal their deep religious experience. From     various prints, I have acquired evolving images of Job that have prompted my     meditation in many Friends meetings.  
       Art has for most of history been a handmaiden to religion: testifying,     verifying, lending concreteness in terms credible to a given time and culture;     this still happens today.  20th century artists can open the possibility of beco-    ming present in a way that can call us into the Presence.  The works of El     Greco, Georges de la Tour, and Blake, among others reflect mystical pre-    sent-ness rather than the illusion of familiar reality.  Picasso once said a work    of art is half-finished and each person who truly communicates with it re-    finishes it. 
       What applies to art also applies to the Bible.  Each artist who shares his  life in terms of [a Bible scene or theme] offers us a new relation to it. We may  “refinish” it & find a new relation to the Bible. It takes practice to trust the     process of “being chosen” by a work of art or a passage in the Bible—holding     to it, allowing new life to come in its own way. We need art to help us relate to      the Bible. Rembrandt’s painting of Simeon and the Christ Child [made the    story] come alive for me. The function of artists [past and present] is to open    up for us new ways of seeing and responding.  
       When I taught art & the Bible in ecumenical classes, each group insis-   ted that their religious backgrounds had failed to teach them the Bible. The     eager interest in the Bible by many of the young attenders was marked by a     transcendence of the theological differences.  Artists don’t share their theo-    logy.  One shares one’s experience, seeing meaning, significance, transcen-    ding the verbal explanations.  [Most of the] “religious art” of my childhood     never connected with the sense of mystical awe I sometimes had as a child.      I have made of art history a hunting ground for discovering a relation to the     Bible.  It is my conviction that the 20th century is producing more experiential      religious art than any century of the Post-Renaissance West. 
       Genesis Experientially—Bits and pieces, [“seeds”] of Genesis are a     part of all of us.  If one of them has germinated & become vital, it may be be-    cause of a work of art that left its image within.  I began using [Genesis' myth]      for meditation.  The third time through it was sheer revelation.  I began to see    the whole of Genesis as my own life pattern; I had dreams about Bible drama.    [Genesis repeatedly] unifies, diversifies, shatters and scatters. Each time the    shattering and scattering takes place, there is room again for the God-made    center to be reborn on a more aware base.  Genesis reveals to me my many-    selves, always in a state of flux. 
            The Creation and the Fall—The Genesis art that affects me most is by  Michelangelo and Rembrandt. There is an over-richness in the big expanse of  teeming images on the Sistine Chapel ceiling, [painted from 1508-12]. God     creating Adam presents more than the mythic beginning of the race: it is the     new beginning inherently always in us. God’s left arm encompasses Eve, while  the right one extends toward Adam’s limp reach; [it is] just before the spark of  life leaps across the gap. The frescoes are much easier to relate to in repro-   ductions than in the originals.
       The Garden of Eden & the Fall calls up a sense of an original innocence  that has been lost.  Before the Sistine Chapel, Giovanni di Paolo’s (1403-82)     Expulsion from Paradise in his ANNUNCIATION painting shows Adam and Eve  looking as bewildered children as they're ushered out of Eden. Michelangelo’s     “beings” are Gods of Olympus, monumental and heroic. In the best images of     the Fall nudity becomes a language of vulnerability.
       More About Genesis—Some of Rembrandt’s most profound works     center on Genesis, especially his Abraham Serves Veal & Curds to his Divine     Visitors and The Angel Stops Abraham from Slaying Isaac.  Salvador Dali in-    cludes the theme of giving up & letting go of what we value most in his semi-    abstract set for the Jerusalem Bible.  During Rembrandt’s most successful     years in Amsterdam his painting is opulent and dramatic, with little focus on     Bible themes.  Rembrandt had a special affinity for Joseph; Marc Chagall did    too. 
      Commissioned to do windows for the synagogue of the Hadassah-    Hebrew University Medical Center, he chose the theme of Joseph & his bro    thers. For me these stain-glass windows add a new dimension to the complex-    ity of aspects symbolized by Joseph & his brothers. These windows build a     new relation to reality as Heaven and Earth meet. The jewel colors seem     moved by gentle breezes; mechanical and ornamental leading is used.
       Jacob and Esau—Each one of us, with repeated and sustained focus     comes to recognize some few mythic themes which especially awaken our     own processes of God & life relationship; both we & it undergo an evolution.      Spirit must at some point rob the initiative, but equally, the spirit needs its     good earth base—and earth turns out to be spirit finding its form in matter.      Jacob and the ladder and Jacob wrestling the angel affect me the most of the     images in this sequence.  
       That which we reject & cheat of our own natures becomes “the enemy     within,” and gets projected on persons or groups outside ourselves.  In recent     years Jacob’s ladder has become for me the seven Beatitudes climaxing with     the peacemakers. It is important for me to climb up and down that ladder freely,  and be at home on every rung.  Gauguin, Klee, Lipschitz, and Fitzgerald [have  painted on this theme].  I’ve made sketches of both ladder & wrestling themes  alongside new insights they bring. 
       Transformation Images from the Gospels—One of the Bible’s strong  messages is that transformation isn't only possible, but is very much the point     of human existence; transformations are our birthright.  My favorite responders  to the life of Christ are Giotto, El Greco, Rembrandt, & Rouault.  Giotto (fused      a new visual experience of his world into the deeply symbolic & inward Byzan-    tine tradition.  If there is one word revealing Giotto it might be recognition [of     the central event, emotion, nature, or identity in a given picture].  In CHRIST     AT THE SEA OF GALILEE, Jacopo Tintoretto (1518-1594) shows a mythic     quality of Christ walking on water that suggests an event that is always hap-     pening rather than something which happened long ago.  His vision impressed   [and influenced] El Greco when the latter studied in Venice
       The Christmas sequence has become an important part of my year.      The Christmas tree (Tree of Life; Life Celebrating Tree) is a part of it. In 2 pic-    tures [of the “Radiant Child” (a nativity by Geertgen (1460-1495), and the Nati-    vity by Rembrandt in 1646)], the light which illumines the immediate environ-    ment comes from the Child himself.  Another moving “Divine Child” is     Georges de la Tour’s New Born, with the light coming from a candle.  There     is a beautiful simplicity in Sassetta’s daylight Journey of the Magi.  Leonardo’s   St. Anne with Virgin & Child [leads me to respond to] an Earth Mother, a    human mother, a Divine Child & an animal touching one another as a com-     plete cycle, rather than Leonardo’s description of the subject].
       Wise as a Serpent, Harmless as a Dove—The dove has been  honored by the West. In the 20th century it becomes a symbol for the peace     our hearts & souls long for. The command to be wise as a serpent & harmless     as a dove is the Yin and Yang of the NT. Wisdom without innocence can be     crafty & sinister; innocence without wisdom tends to be naïveté, an invitation     to evil forces. In Joseph Turner’s Morning After the Deluge, a serpent is lifted   high on a pole. 
       For me the serpent on the pole is another one of the great transfor-    mation images of the Bible. That which is a curse, when lifted up, becomes a     blessing. The Western tendency to feel revolted by snakes may be a male     repudiation of the female [& Earth Goddess] aspects of human nature.  As we     seek a new relation to earth, we need a new mythic relation to serpents, who   feel the pulse of life in the earth with its whole being.        
     The Cross & Beyond—The cross is one of the most universal trans-     formation symbols.  The Plains Indians [see] a cross as 3-dimensional: one    line North-South; one line East-West; one line vertical.  I like to think that     wherever these 3 lines cross, a person is.  The Egyptian ankh indicates life     which contains life and death.  One of my favorite crosses is in the Basilica of     Saint Apollinaire in Classe at Ravenna.  The Celtic cross from over 1,000 years  ago in Ireland is another beautiful form.  By the 20th century the cross image     has become so embedded in the West's psyche that non-Christian artists      also use it freely. 
       There are 3 types of crucifixion images:  decorative-symbolic; expres-    sionistic; and the classic, with the serene and relaxed Christ.  Very few cruci-    fixions have been growing points for me.  The one in the Perpignan Cathe-    dral in Southern France was photographed from many angles; the views [for     me] took the form of many aspects of Christ [throughout his life].  Within recent  years, in styles expressive of energy, the Christ figure seems to leap from the  cross, sometimes as if to embrace you.
       Picasso & Chagall of the “old masters of the 20th century” gave us cru-    cifixion images.  Chagall often wove Jewish & Christian symbols into a single  image, such as Rabbi & scroll along with Mother & Child.  Rouault’s crucifixi-    ons  also are symbolic. More than any other “old master” of our century, Geor-    ges Roualt (1871-1958) focused on the New Testament. His CRUCIFIXION,     1918,with its blocks of color, thick lines, & simply-drawn faces, responds as     part of a new visual idiom for a new age. El Greco’s crucifixions have contem-    plative serenity. A prolific, [Byzantine-style] painter of the NT, El Greco has     one of the most mystical of visual languages.
       The City of GodThe Book of Revelation's final transformation se-    quence turns out to be almost too fantastic and extravagant to be accessible     to us.  Ingmar Bergman’s Seventh Seal was the most affecting, moving picture  I’ve ever seen.  Thetis Blacker has done a series on Revelation, combining     stained-glass with influences from pre-Columbian America and the Orient.      Blake has done some great images for Revelation, such as The Red Dragon   and the Woman Clothed With the Sun and Angel Michael Binding the Dra-    gon.  In the latter painting, Blake’s image reveals Michael and the dragon in  a relationship charged with [Yin and Yang] energy.  Michael not only binds the   dragon; he binds himself to it.  
             What means most to me are the bird’s eye view patterns we get of the  Garden of Eden at the beginning of the Bible, and the City of God at the end; in  both we find the Tree of Life.  Did the Church Fathers of long ago, who     arranged the Bible, intentionally open & close their work with this Tree?      [The Garden’s Tree seems to belong to our original innocence], whereas the     City’s Tree reflects the rediscovered innocence of those who come to it from a     diverse and complicated world.  What transformation!   
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198.  Re-conciliation: the hidden hyphen (by Mary Chase Morrison
       1974)
       About the Author—Teacher of the Gospels course at Pendle Hill 1957-    1974, Mary Morrison describes herself as 49% Quaker, 51% Episcopalian. A  Contributing Editor of The Episcopalian, she has written many articles & one     book, Jesus: Man & Master; 1968.  She also wrote Pendle Hill Pamphlet #120,  William Law: Selections on the Inner Life.  The present pamphlet went from a  200-word journal to dialog & public conversation, to this form.
       “Reconciliation” is an easy word to say, smooth and flowing, speaking  itself almost gracefully as a dance. The word is much sharper than it seems, for  there is a hyphen hidden in it. Re-Conciliation. [Conciliation] again has to be     done in the face of some kind of relationship disaster. That hidden hyphen is     a razor’s edge. If we stop & think, we see ourselves to be living on top of that     invisible hyphen, [separated from the earth, society, our tradition, our children,   even ourselves].  
       Perhaps this hyphen time in which we live is a good time, because the     voices [calling us back] can be heard.  Those Paradises that we used to walk  toward are so many!  And so hard to leave.  There is also the Paradise of what  one might call the Pax Europa, the sheltered state of the British Empire. [Jesus  predicted conflict in Mark 13:8, but we disregard it for our Paradises].  Our    Paradises are really Fools’ Paradises.  We must [stop walking away], turn &        take our fingers out of our ears, and listen, standing here on the razor edge of   that hyphen that marks our separation.  Will we turn? And if so, how?      
            The Earth—We have separated ourselves from her by our comfort,  luxury, ease. Our style of life is making the earth groan; for we have con-    sumption. In Jesus’ teachings, riches & power are always a hindrance to     God’s Kingdom, [which may be] finding our own place of freedom on earth in     nature’s workings. We will never know [how homeless & out of place we are]     if some of us insist on being rich & consumptive. Will we turn? If so, how?
       Many changes have come about in the past century as a result of the  “conquest” of nature. We are softer—but perhaps we are more sensitive.     Perhaps we can put this sensitivity & desire for relationship to work. We can     begin where we are by being modest: own a modest car; keep a modest     household; [use a modest amount of power]. We can be local in our buying. As  we are modest before her, perhaps nature can show us her fresh face again.
       Riches are not only possessions & freedom from earthbound necessi-    ties; riches are also power. Riches are also stupidity, blinding, fettering, &    hampering the person who has them in ways they can't even begin to suspect.  When we immigrants came here we separated ourselves from the people we     found here, & made no attempt to understand their land/property concepts.     Fortunately there were 2 large groups who couldn’t become like us; the Native  Americans didn’t even want to try. The Blacks tried, but failed the White Euro-    pean part. Now they show us how we have separated ourselves from the     human race. They are calling to us. Will we turn? And if so, how?
       [Between Jesus and the centurion], neither of them pretends that the  chasm does not exist.  After showing friendship, the centurion sends and asks;  [he recognizes and is sensitive to the cultural differences].  He builds, not a     staircase down from his conquering culture to a conquered one, but a bridge     on level ground from one to the other.  Jesus finds in this direct, simple ap-    proach an opening for his power such that he says, “Not even in Israel have I    found such faith.”  If people are “they” to us, we are also “they” to them.  All    our sharp and hateful divisions of today/ are calling,/ calling to us/ in the     wounds/ that we receive and give. Will we turn? And if so, how? 
       [3 Questions: Might we be mistaken?      Is there something more     important than being right?      If truth be told, are we speaking it, or is it     being heard? [With honest answers to these questions,] all our group differ-    ences would serve not to divide us but enrich us, because we would know that  only out of diversity itself can our wholeness come. Truth is large enough so     that we can disagree and still remain within its boundaries.           
       Our Children—They have uprooted themselves from the familiar soil,     & are far off, searching for a “lost and legendary treasure.”  And they are cal-    ling to us to search for it with them. Will we turn? If so, how?  There is no     need to feel guilty about cutting ourselves off from their search.  In a sense we  didn’t do it.  It happened to us.  The scientific revolution [caused us to seek]     objectivity, investigation, and proof [on the one hand, and to take us] away    from the wisdom of our long tradition [on the other].  
       One bit of ancient wisdom has managed to sneak under our guard; we     still know how to take a joke.  [We don’t analyze it according to True-False,     moral standards, or verifying known facts].  We wait for it to gather its strength,  exploding like a delightful  bomb with its unexpectedness and aptness; we     laugh.  That is how wisdom can and should come to us.  
       [Impervious Wisdom]—Wisdom has a way of being impervious to the     impervious.  She will always present a blank meaninglessness to all but the     most patient and penetrating scrutiny.  For most of us nothing has come to us     in the first place, so we do not know what we are missing.  Is wisdom silent,     or are we deaf?  We should take to silence and meditation and wait quietly         for what may seem like nothing.  We need to approach our reading & listening     differently, allowing them to feed us.
       But we are still in the middle of modern error if we expect her to tell us     things; answers acquire meaning through our response. Myths are the ever-    lasting oracles of life. They have to be consulted anew, with every age ap-    proaching them with its own ignorance and understanding. [There is] Hea-    venly Wisdom [to be found in the Bible].  And there is the long human process     of coming to know oneself and the world; being real.  By the time you are     Real, most of your hair has been loved off, your eyes [break down, and you     get very shabby].  If we were like this our children would not go away from     us.  If we were like this our great mythic truths would come and speak freshly     to us about the height and breadth and depth of what it means to be human     beings together in our world.      
       Friends & Enemies—If there is disagreement with friends [or house-    hold], we know it—we feel it—we can't escape it.  How are real clearness &     ease and freshness and grace to come again?  We know all the dead end    roads that are available: the road into destructive, inappropriate action; the   [freezing out, making the other or ourselves no longer a person].  And there     is “forgiveness,”  Elizabeth Howes asks, “Who has not experienced that      deadly kind of noble ‘forgiveness’ that leaves one permanently one-    down, in the wrong forever?
       The only way out is through, [& through reconciliation]. We must learn  how angry & hurt we really are. In that moment, in hell & knowing it, we feel “a     sense of Presence.” We are ready to leave at the altar the gift of anger, & go &  be reconciled to our brother, who may be coming from the altar too. We may     be able to ask creative questions that lets one speak openly to one’s self & to     us of one’s anger, hurt, or fear. We may even be able to speak our own anger.     If not  reconciled, our situation may make us reconcilers for others even if not     ourselves. We now know how to move along the cutting hyphen of separation,  [perhaps even making of it a bridge].  
       Ourselves—the self calling to the self across that hyphen; now it is not  merely a call, but a great shout, a desperate cry. [At one time, our] preoc-    cupations with the external have silenced the voice by calling upon us to     assemble and use relatively simple, efficient selves. Now we face the frontier,     wilderness, & fear of what is inside one. We are finding ourselves far more     complex than we knew.  [That complexity is calling to us.] Will we turn? 
       We can sit in the middle of [modern society’s] network of protections,  [but we pay for it in irritability at trifles].  William Law said:  “Sufficient indica-    tions are these to every one that there is a dark guest within him, concealed     under the cover of flesh and blood, often lulled to sleep by worldly lights and    amusements; [still, it may] show itself.  If it has not its proper relief in this  life,    it must be one’s torment in the next.”
       Our “good,” [simple] selves occupy us like a conquered land, dictating     the form that life will take in us. [Our complex selves, full of “fire and life & ad-    venture” revolts against rigid controls. How did we come to be so impri-      soned in “goodness?” How did we lock ourselves into so limited a con-    cept of what goodness is? Here is Jesus’ concern for us. We have taken    the “good” part we want to play in the world, & made it our whole. But it is     only our actor’s mask, our persona, not the whole of us. 
        [What most take from “be perfect, as your heavenly Father is perfect,”   [is a call to be full-grown, complete, mature]. What does this mean for     human beings? We need to: listen to what is actually going on inside us;     speak it forth in the presence, but otherwise hold it until this wild, untamed,     unknown part of us can come forward & let us know what it is good for; use     discipline and coordination of what goes on inside of us; living with our many     selves until in some sense they become one. 
       So let us be reconciled to ourselves in affection, toward life; and to other  individuals, other groups, other races, and the earth herself, in the same way.   What is reconciliation when it is done?  It is hard to realize when you look at  reconciliation that anything is happening.  [In art’s portrayal those reconciled]  seem as if they could hardly believe their good fortune—as if they knew they  were taking part in a miracle.  [In any case, these meetings in art, in Shake-    speare’s plays, in life itself] are all after the long grief and pain of separation.       And they are full of unbelievable joy—the joy of meeting again, of reconci-     liation. 
       William Law said:  For the goodness of a living creature must be its own  life. We must all be born again from a principle above nature, or no goodness     can be living in us. . .  And from this birth alone it is, that the free genuine works  of goodness flow forth with divine life's freedom, wherewith God's Spirit has     made us free. 


199.   Contemplation and Leisure (by Douglas V. Steere; 1975) 
       All the nobler instincts of our race are born in solitude and suckled by  silence.  This solitude need be no far away wilderness; this silence need be no  Himalayan peak.  You stop for a second as you cross your city square and     glance at the belt of Orion.”       John Cowper Powys

       Foreword—Douglas Steere once wrote a pamphlet called Work and  Contemplation that saw a lot of use in Quaker Work Camps.  In this & another     exploration, he concluded that work tends to become meaningless & destruc-    tive unless meaning is restored by contemplation.  Contemplation should be     searched and tested by work; only in action can thought be ripened into truth.      In this essay he convinces us that the inner core of leisure is essentially a     [contemplative] mood which pervades all we do, not an empty space or block     of time.  Douglas taught philosophy at Haverford College for 36 years, was part  of Pendle Hill from the beginning and served both the American Friends     Service Committee, and the Friends World Committee; [he has traveled the     world in service].
       Contemplation and LeisureOn the interior level, the matter of dis-    cerning where, if at all, leisure leaves off & contemplation beings is instantly     before us.  I will try to focus on contemplation’s basic root in man.  [When one     seeks an answer or to fulfill a purpose, one may sometimes go far afield when     the essential answer or purpose is close at hand].  Each of us has a philoso-    pher, a contemplater if you like, within us; it is built-in equipment.  [And it has a  long list of queries meant to influence the direction and “flavor” of your life]. 
       There is a strange power in buried deep in one that enables one to carry  on an inward dialogue between layers of one’s own being.  This power is the  rudimentary stub of what might be called contemplation.  We might find some  help in defining contemplation if we put it in terms of a sustained scrutiny for     meaning.  Many people tend to identify contemplation with its most exalted     forms.  The French Quaker Marius Grout, in referring to special men & women  of radiant life, said:  “If there is a wish we should wish today, it is that we might  see in ourselves the beginnings of such contemplation.”  [When someone, ac-    tive or at rest, chooses a subject or object of contemplation, and enters into its  deeper meaning, that is contemplation]. 
       The common use of contemplation can take place anywhere, at any     time, in any circumstance, and its naturalness is the neglected factor.  Mark     Gibbard, a British Anglican monk believes that any form of behavior can be    contemplative.  Professor Whitehead used to speak about a possible inward    dimension to all experience as “an offensive against the repetitive mecha-    nism of the universe.” 
       [Contemplation: Where and When]—The worst disservice we could     do would be to identify contemplation with a block of empty time or space, or     to limit it to a certain peculiarly endowed class of persons.  John Cowper     Powys said [the quote at the beginning of this piece]. [If contemplation be-    came a] central concern for our society, [times & places could be found and/     or created] for its direct nurture and cultivation.  E. I. Watkins says, “Only the    man who sees nothing beyond his nose, who lives in routine & unintelligent     obedience, or who drifts aimlessly through life, can't or won't contemplate.”     Evelyn Underhill says, “The spring of the amazing energy which enables the      great mystic to rise to freedom & dominate his world is in all of us, an inte-    gral part of our humanity.
       The disappearance of the porch & the lack of any room for meditation in  the modern house [reflects society’s current attitude toward contemplation]. [In    the activities of travel & communication], we have heaped experiences on top  of one another in such profusion that we have never got around to inquiring     what they mean for us.  The ebb of compassion & the jostling of images in     the breast of modern man produces a kind of inner numbness, an incapacity     for deep feeling.  
       [It is important to support & preserve communities & traditions in which     inward awareness is of central importance; the ones the author mentions in     this pamphlet are villages in India]. I have been searched to the core in the     matter of the climate of true leisure & contemplation by the Indian attitude to-    ward time & toward the whole matter of flowing my life along planned chan-    nels that I have chosen for it. 
       [Indian Time vs. Western Planning]—My wife and I 1st visited India 20  years ago and entered through Calcutta, its Eastern gate.  I asked to meet with  the great Indian painter, Jamine Roy.  [I asked William Cousins, our AFSC     representative several times what time we were due at his house.  Finally,     William said, “Douglas, you are in India, but you are still running on Philadel-    phia time!”  [After the visit], it began to dawn on me that in India the flow of time  & the inward events that it contains is less lashed to a plan than we are accu-     stomed to in the West. 
       We traveled north to Bolpur; a friend of the artist was going to introduce    us to a philosopher there.  The fascinating meeting started at 8 in the morning     and went past noon; the philosopher wanted me to stay a month.  I began to     realize that Philadelphia time & planning were strangely irrelevant in the Asian     setting.  Vivekananda, the great disciple of Ramakrishna declared that as long     as Western people were as over-planned as they insisted on being, no au-   thentic spiritual movement could ever come out of the West! 
       The “spiritual substance” of India reveals itself again in the way certain   needs of the spirit are taken for granted in their very naturalness, their “of     course-ness.”  For India, it has been said that Nature considers each person i    mportant enough to require stillness—in its full meaning of openness to the     unplanned flow of life.  The Taoist of China have classically been the spokes-    men for the unplanned life, for the unstructured capacity to let life flow through     us and not to impede its movement by our rigidly contrived blockages.  
       [Is all planning guilty of blocking life’s flow, or is it certain kinds     and amounts of planning?  May Sarton wrote:  “Routine is not a prison, but     the way into freedom from time. . .  I began to understand that for me ‘waste’     had not come from idleness, but perhaps from pushing myself too hard, from     not being idle enough, from listening to the demon that says make haste. . .      [I learned] to let the day shape the work.”  
       The Quaker movement throughout their history have been in continuous  protest against all that is over-planned in church: programs; rituals; physical     plants; creedal requirements; and authority.  George Fox wrote:  “There is the     danger and temptation to you, of drawing your minds into your own business,     and clogging them with it; so that ye can hardly do any thing to the service of     God  . . . your minds will go into things and not over things.”  Max Picard’s The  World of Silence warns that our noise-packed, contemporary world was pocked  with Zusammen-lsösigkeit, [loss of togetherness,] discontinuousness.  How else  than by a process of almost schizophrenic discontinuity can you explain [the     discontinuity] in the workplace, in race relations, in international relations. 
       A contemplation that will seek a principle of order that will challenge     these anarchies and these dissonances must be a genuine penetration that     goes so deep that it reaches through to a principle of order that will draw     these conflicting areas into a common responsibility.  Ruskin declared:  “The     greatest thing the human soul ever does in this world is to see something and     tell what it saw in a plain way. . .  To see clearly is poetry and prophecy and     religion in one.” Bernard of Clairvaux counsels Eugenius III “not to give yourself  up altogether  nor at all times to the active life, but to set aside some time for     consideration [contemplation]. . .  Consideration purifies the very fountain that    is the mind from which it springs. . .  It is consideration which in prosperity        feels the sting of adversity; in adversity it is as though it felt it not.”
       [Features of Contemplation]—Contemplation is self-justifying.  It is     good in itself.  The Cloud of Unknowing says:  “The condition of the active life     is such that it is both begun and ended in this life.  The contemplative life is     begun in this life and it shall last forever & ever.”  Plotinus saw 2 great move-    ments taking place:  the movement by which the One, the ground of all Be-    ing, donated to all things their being; the process of contemplation by which the  created being come awake, & by reflecting on their source, move back again     to the One from which they came.  
       [This would restore Zusammenheit, togetherness, which] sees science,  economics, politics, and art all as connected, all as responsible to help man in     this return movement.  It is one major movement of genuine contemplation. “A     steep and unaccountable transition,” Thoreau has described it, from what is     called a common sense view of things, to an infinitely expanding and liberating  one, from seeing things as men describe them, to seeing them as men cannot  describe them.
       Always the gift of contemplation returns this capacity to see things as     they are & to insist that any attempt at grasping an ultimate unity in things must  be achieved only after there is the deepest reverence given to the untamable  mystery in all things. The fruits of contemplation have been expressed very     differently but they seem, each in its own way, to be rimmed with this gift of     pointing [to where we cannot describe].  Anker Larsen points to the deeper     ranges of contemplation when he says:  “This deep tenderness which I felt,     first with myself and then even stronger around and above me . . . drew me     into the Eternal Now.  That was my first actual meeting with Reality because     such is the real life; a Now that is and a Now which happens . . . I sat in my     garden but there was no place in the world where I was not.” 
       Of leisure Joseph Pieper says:  “Leisure implies an attitude of non-    activity, of inward calm of silence;  it means not being ‘busy’ . . . Leisure is a     form of silence, and silence as is it used in this context means that the soul’s     power to ‘answer’ to the reality of the world is left undisturbed.”  [This restores]  in us the interior space that is meant to be there, of giving us a wider margin     around the page.  When Joseph Pieper moves on to define what these prep    aratory states should lead to and speaks of their clearing of the way, he has     left the empty spaces and now is speaking of the deep, intuitive action of the    human spirit which I have tried to describe as contemplation.  It becomes clear    that he is defining true leisure as a form of contemplation.
       [After the truest leisure and the deepest contemplation], activity is an  answering of the soul to both the disclosure and to the unfathomable mystery of   that to which it is exposed, and this may cover the whole spectrum of our rela-   tion with nature, with each other, and with that which undergirds them both.   Thomas Merton said:  “There is in all things an inexhaustible sweetness and     purity, a silence, that is the fountain of action and joy.  It rises as if in a word-    less gentleness and flows out to me from unseen roots in all created being.” 
       This “fountain of action and joy” and this “hidden wholeness is in all     things, and therefore is accessible to all.  It is a quality of approach to any     situation, an inwardly spacious way of being present and open to where we     are.  Henri Bergson said that only contemplation & a greater soul could pierce     the temptation of those who presently control the technological apparatus     to fail the deprived peoples of the earth, and to go on sequestering the vast     new increments of wealth for themselves alone.  True leisure and true con-   templation on all its levels is a condition of the human spirit that needs no     social justification for its practice.  Yet it is hard to see how one could exagge-    rate the human stakes that are involved in its return to strength in our time. 
       About the Author—Elise Boulding is professor of sociology at the Univ.  of CO, & is a practicing Quaker, in the Boulder Friends Meeting 1st Day School  & participating in the Meeting’s extended family project.  She wrote Friends     Testimony in the Home (’53) & The Fruits of Solitude for Children ((#125; ’63).     She was the 1st editor of the Internat’l Peace Research Newletter, & chair-    person of both the Women’s Internat’l League for Peace & Freedom & the     North American Consortium on Peace Research, Education, & Development.     The present essay is a departure from social areas into personal devotion &      the spirit, written after her 1st 2 months at her hermitage.  
       [Remembering Childhood]—Every one has had experience of early     childhood remembering [being aware of] an otherness not to be explained by     family experiences, stories heard, events witnessed. Why is it that we are     born remembering, [aware], & live forgetting? [In my life I have remem-    bered, forgotten & remembered again]. I grew up in a tiny [unchurched] immi-    grant  Scandinavian community of 12 families outside Newark; no one went     to church. There was an underlying anxiety in that community around suc-    cessful  performance in jobs & in school. I, along with the other children     of those families, had to justify the emigration by my life performance.
       Mother & Father never talked about God, never used petitionary prayer,  & only read the Bible on Christmas Eve; yet God was present. On Christmas     Eve the family Bible came to the supper table, & father read Luke’s Christmas     story by candlelight. Afterwards we danced around the candle-lit tree & sang     carols & dancing songs. God was also present every evening, for grace, &     [while I prayed & mother sat by my side].
       Listening to God was one of my clearest childhood memories. There  was  always a quiet inner space I could go into, a listening place. I wasn’t liste-    ning for voices. [I found myself a church so I could study more about the     Bible; it was 2 miles away]. Long before I was in high school, the pastor’s     wife took me aside & asked if I would like to come into her high school class.     To this day going into any church fills me with joyful anticipation. 
       The fact that I have been able in some way to reach back to the early  rememberings, to the freshness of the feeling of God’s presence as I knew it     when small, has been very important in keeping what wholeness there has     been in my life. I grew into the Lord’s Prayer, & I’m still growing into it. Because  Bibles have sometimes been used as straitjackets by adults who didn't under-    stand,    doesn’t mean that they are straitjackets. [I compared God’s over    sight & being    with Jesus’ teaching, speaking & doing]. Giving Jesus his     “right” place has never been easy for me, perhaps because I loved God first.     I came to love Jesus as a    teacher.  Many years later, I came to experience     him inwardly as a teaching    Presence; I felt taught without words; he comes     in times of spiritual barrenness. 
       When did I discover Mary?  I am not sure how old I was, but standing     one day before her statue, I felt her presence, [as] Mother, sister, holy lady.      She was with me beginning with the turbulent high school days, atheistic col-    lege days and ever since.  In dark times I find a Catholic church and kneel     before Mary.  I accept my childlike spirituality when I need her strength.      Having won a college scholarship, I would now have to redouble my efforts to    justify that original migration.  I suddenly saw my love of God as a sign of      weakness.
       [College; Marriage; Children; India]—My stiff impeccable deportment  through college in things religious was modified by visits to the Christian     Science church and the Quaker meeting.  The Quakers unexpectedly touched     me—“spoke to my condition.”  The meeting's silence was a reminder of my own  childhood listening place; [I felt at home there].  The first year out of college, [I  found myself working at 2 publishing houses].
       While religion had not been verbally articulated very much in my home,  pacifism had; my mother was an ardent pacifist [who] never connected with a     peace movement. [The day I visited] the Baroness’ store-front center [for a     Catholic hospitality house] was a turning point for me. The Baroness was a     Russian émigré who saw social reality as at core a spiritual reality. Another     lovely place the Lord led me to was the church of John Haynes Holmes, a     pacifist preacher. And I heard of Dorothy Day, the Catholic Worker’s editor,     but never met her.
      The impact that these person made on my life was out of all proportion     to my contact with them; I stayed in New York for 5 months.  I almost lost my     inner listening space because I could not cope with the city.  [While on a cam-    pus near my family, I found a Friends meeting and a Catholic church with a     statue of Mary.  I met Kenneth Boulding at a Quaker meeting for worship; 17    days later we announced our intentions to marry.  [Kenneth Boulding’s  world    was new to me, a combination of the Baroness and John Haynes Holmes,    Quaker version.  [Kenneth wrote from] his religious commitment to peace &    he also wrote There is a Spirit: The Naylor Sonnets. We read to each other,    particularly Brother Lawrence’s The Practice of the Presence of God.
       Kenneth & I took the founding of our little Quaker “Colony of Heaven”  both seriously and joyfully, [endeavoring] to make our home a center of tran-    quility & peace. Before our 3rd child I wrote Friends Testimonies in the Home.     It seemed to me that it was in the mundane tasks that God’s love shone most     clearly. A Quaker meeting is a fine place to raise children up when families do     many things together. A group of about 6 families [pretty much] raised each     other’s children. We were all equally active in the peace movement, & in local     community projects. There was undue busyness. God was never absent, but     often ignored; I did a lot of forgetting in those years.   
       At 51, I traded an emptying nest at home for a professorship at the Uni-    versity of Colorado. Part I of my upside down turning & the beginning of ano-    ther remembering, came in India in January 1971. I gratefully accepted the    invitation of the director of the Gandhi Museum to stay with him & his hospi-    table wife. It was January & I would read in the paper about the number of In-    dians who had frozen to death. All the usual distances between me & physical     deprivation were erased. 
       [When migrant workers built a school next door] I lived a triple life: partly  back home in Colorado suburbia; partly shivering in my friends’ apartment;     partly next door in a brush shelter on meager rations. As I read Gandhi’s     passionate words about sarvodaya (welfare), I knew that these were my bro-    thers & sisters too, & that I could not want what they couldn't have. Readiness     for stripping is a very individual & personal thing. I could not communicate my     experience to Kenneth & most of our children.
      [Frog in a Well]—Part II of the remembering involved in my “conversion”  came a few months later when a teenager, damaged by drugs & suffering a     major emotional crisis, stayed with us. Watching his suffering, I suddenly saw     myself as a small frog in the bottom of a deep well, trying to get out. The spirit     had to break through [occasionally], but how tiny the eruptions, how heavy-    handed our daily behavior. 
       The tension of the preceding years uncoiled like a giant spring in the  crouched figure at the well bottom. It was met by God’s grace & I sprang up     free. [Feeling like a newborn, I would whisper phrases like those at the begin-    ning of this piece. I tried not to do anything I could not put God into. Early mor-    ning rising and prayer also helped me stay centered. Increased sensitivity to     others who were in an intense state of seeking brought new fellowship in     unexpected places.  
       At this time I felt distant from the Friends immediately around me, with  whom I could not share what was happening, but very close to the “Quaker     saints” that had been part of my religious formation in the Society.  2 authors     that gave me a vivid understanding of the incredible process of remaking, re-    forming the human material were Evelyn Underhill and Victor Turner.  Teresa     of Avila and St. John of the Cross also helped.  At one point in the Middle ages  it really had seemed as if the Age of the Holy Spirit were dawning.  But the     intellectual and spiritual energy petered out.  The possibility of rebirth was still     a live possibility for the human race.  How then was the petering out to be     prevented?  What did God require of me? 
       It seemed to be my task to explore that question, & I didn't know how to  go about it. It was only at the end of that summer that I came to the compre-    hension that God is always at work in us even though there are times when we  are too numbed by pain to realize it. By fall I had a certain feeling of resignation  about the difficult path before me. Friends found a small Benedictine monastery  at Cold Spring, NY that would take a woman guest for 2 days. To my joyful eye    the 2 brothers who met me were radiant archangels. They had waited with    Vespers till my coming. A great flood of love was released by singing the litur-   gy & renewal surged through my being. 
       For me the rhythm of monastic life—matins, lauds, breakfast, reading,  praying, lunch, chores, walking, reading, vespers, conversation, supper, com-    pline, and prayer—was the long sought, long-lost rhythm of my own deepest      inner spaces.  “Jesus, I am one of your kind! You are what we are to become.      Unbearable stretching of spirit—torn upwards, rooted below.  Was that your     crucifixion?  [Brother Victor wrote out] a weekly rotation of Psalms for Lauds     and Vespers, and the pattern for Compline; I have used them ever since. 
       I have been back to the Monastery many times since that October.  There is a small community of the Brothers, 2 Sisters, & myself. Our spiritual     bond is strong & we feel like a community, even though we will never live in     the same community. I have also come to find community with the very ten-    der Catholics, including the Brothers of the Christ in the Desert Monastery.    [Brother Victor had a gift for making] tasty meals out of unpromising scraps.     From that I got the idea for a cookbook called From a Monastery Kitchen; it     was intended to be much more than a cookbook]. We have all thought a lot     about what of monastic life can be shared in families. 
       There is food for spiritual nurture in the church year seasons.  Yet the  outer garments of celebration when taken over by the secular society prevent     recognition of the underlying spiritual reality.  In my own religious tradition of     Quakerism the fear of participating in artificial reconstruction led to a witness     against all sacraments and all celebrations.  [While Quakers may have lost the  sense of the sacramental, they have made the valid point that] the inward     cycles of our souls do not correspond to the great cycles of the church.
       [Hermitage]—During my summer of intense spiritual struggle I began to  plan what was to be a hermitage in the woods behind our family cabin in the     Rockies’ foothills.  It was built with the help of a young friend, his builder bro-    ther, and a great deal of love.  The hermitage was ready on Thanksgiving Day.   I came up that weekend to the first solitude I had ever known in my life. That     very first day that I climbed the steps and entered alone, uncertainty fell away    joy rushed in; a lifetime of longing had been fulfilled. 
       [During a disorienting 2 days following ear surgery] I was given commu-    nion by a Catholic priest and good friend, even though I was not a professed     Catholic.  Having felt the Presence so totally in the eucharist at the monastery,  I felt the need very acutely in this crisis of the anchoring in Christ which com-   munion gives.  Although I expected to be called to profess Catholicism, I     learned that my obedience consists in remaining a Quaker.  
       Johannes Tauler wrote: “Spiritually good people, pure in heart, who long  for the Blessed Sacrament but cannot go to Communion at that time . . . may  even receive Communion's grace more than those who receive sacramen-    tally.” Adolphe Tanquerey writes that given one’s talents, one’s situation in life     & its responsibilities, there are certain things one must do and other things one    may not be able to do. 
       If there was ever to be reintegration of my life around my new under-    standings, it would take nothing less drastic than a year of solitude for this to  happen.  [I approached my year of solitude in the spirit of] “O Lord, my heart is  not proud/ nor haughty my eyes./  I have not gone after things too great nor     marvels beyond me./  Truly I have set my soul in silence and peace.”  The     pressures from others to come down from the mountaintop with a vision are     stronger than I would have believed.  A mid-March journal entry said: “An     underlying, slow-growing realization for me is that there is no Way, no magic     Key that will Open the Door.”
       The wisdom of solitude is not easy to translate into the world.  It is my  task this year to learn to be present both to God and to the world, and yet stay     shielded.  I attend Meeting, and spend the day at home.  Periodically I stop at     the office to discuss work with my administrative assistant and friend, Dorothy     Carson.  A spiritual revolutionary has a hard time in our society.  Structures of     violence and habits of oppression must be destroyed, but by means that we do  not yet understand very well. 
       If much of my work in the future is done from the hermitage, that will not  be a denial of society, but an affirmation of what it can become.  Solitude is the  most beautiful condition of the human spirit.  It is in solitude that I am learning to  truly remember what I have lived forgetting.  I hope to learn how to weave the  golden threads of solitude into the warp and woof of family and community  living.  I know of no other way for us to become what we are created to be.
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